I've been stupid.

[firecracker]

I don't know how to do things to take my mind off him... I really don't have any friends in this area, so I'm at home 90% of the time. I'm trying to make new friends, but the process is going slow.

I hate to say this but you came in this world alone and will leave the same way. Friends or no friends you still have to navigate life or you will miss out waiting on folks to do things with you.

Go take in a movie alone, go the the book store and read mags, books etc,go people watch at the mall. Please at least try. I am pleading with you young lady.