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Crystalicequeen123
Good advice girl and thanks by the way. I'm trying but daaaaaaag.......this is the first time I have EVER dated a guy so toxic. Just like the Britney Spears song Toxic. I find I have difficulty not thinking about him. I have literally gone all day thinking about him. I didn't even get kicks like this back in high school so you can only imagine how I'm feeling about this. I'm real disappointed in myself yet I feel helpless.
It's like he is crack or something. The high hits real hard and I find I want more and more. The more he acts up the more I want a hit. I do thank God I'm not an easy woman cause if he got me in bed.............that's a wrap...........he'd have me mentally and physically.
Brighteyes35....
You know....this is basic human psychology.
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It's like gambling. Do you know why gambling is so ADDICTIVE?? It's because sometimes you actually DO win! But the rest of the time, you're losing money.
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But because the "high" of winning is so great, you figure.... "Well, if I can just hang in there just a
little bit longer...maybe if I put in a little more money and play
one more game, that game will be the winning ticket and I'll get SO much more back in exchange for the money I've already lost."
The high you are getting from this guy is just like the high you get from gambling.....except in THIS scenario however, you are actually gambling with your heart.
The reason why he's so "addictive" and giving you a "high" is because sometimes he IS nice, sometimes he IS attentive, loving, and romantic. But
OTHER times...he drops you like a bag of potatoes.
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If he were a jerk all of the time, I'm sure you wouldn't even bother with him.
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But because he is hot-and-cold, you are addicted to the game. You keep coming back for more and more because deep down you hope that *this time* he will show you his "good side" again.
I suspect also that this is probably why you find those other guys so "boring" too. They're not as "exciting". When there's the threat of the guy leaving you, it becomes oh so exciting. Not to mention, that's why people are usually addicted to tumultuous relationships. The relationship may go through ups and downs, fights, arguments, breakups, etc...but the "make-up" is oh-so-high-inducing and addictive. It's a vicious cycle really.
I know, because I've
BEEN there before myself. Pretty soon though, there will be a moment where you say: "Enough is ENOUGH!" and you will realize that you can do better. At that moment you'll eventually start to see that those other guys that you felt were so "boring" in the past, will actually be more of what you're looking for.
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Those attentive, interested, doting guys who are sooo into you won't be so "boring", "predictable" and a turn-off anymore. But it takes time.
I think you can have both! A man who is both attentive and loving,
AND at the same time not a complainer, boring, etc.
Of course we don't have all of the details, but based on what you have said,
I think he has made it clear (well sort of
) that he may not want ALL of you. He is trying to seem interested just enough to keep you around, but not to really be with you. Guys do it all of the time. We have all been there.
I don't know if meeting his friends is a big deal. I understand what you are saying, but men bring their girlfriends, side-pieces, jump-offs, etc. around their friends all of the time (I am not saying you are any of those).
Ultimately you deserve to have someone that you know for sure likes you and wants to be with you, someone who doesn't want to play games, and someone who will treat you like you want to be treated.
I don't want to come across negative, I just have been in your situation multiple times when I was younger, and I wish I could of told myself back then to not waste my time.
I agree with this.
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Like I said before, I fell into this trap myself a while back. Now that I'm completely OVER him and the situation, guys like this don't even appeal to me anymore.
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If a guy doesn't want ALL of me, then I certainly don't want him.
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