isawstars
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BACKGROUND INFO
I'm 21 and in college. I've been single for 2 months. My last relationship was 1 1/2 years long and long distance. I lost my virginity to him. A few days after the break up I slept with a guy I had a crush on... turns out he only wanted me for sex... it took me weeks to get over him.
I'm currently seeing a guy named Dan. I am smitten. He's done the sweetest things a college guy has EVER done for me: always open my car door, waited in the Health Center waiting room when I was sick (after knowing me for a few days), brought me soup and tea when I was sick, never let me pay for a meal, never pressured me to have sex, etc. He also ended a really long term relationship recently and cut off communication the same time of my break up. We've been seeing each other for 2 weeks so far...
THIS WEEK
Sunday we had fun together but at the end of the night he complained about how we haven't had sex in 5 days and said it makes him feel like I'm not attracted to him. On Monday he was kinda quiet but told me something personal was bothering him, and he was just feeling down. Tuesday was weird. He didn't contact me at all... I started freaking out thinking he was like the guy I dated before him, and that he must of lost interest in me. He finally sent me a text asking me to come over, after I left a voice message and sent him a text. I was only there for 20 minutes because of his 7-10pm class... but he told me that his ex girlfriend was trying to talk to him again but he said he told her to leave him alone. He said he cut things off again but it's just been bothering him lately.
TODAY
I'm really confused about how people date and have sex. I'm wondering if I need to stop doing this with guys I'm not in a serious relationship in. I wonder if sex makes me more attached.
Because of the whole getting emotionally attached quickly, I left Dan's place today with the determination to cut things off. A random conversation about flirting with other people came up. And I teased him, "oh would it bother you if some guy started flirting me?" and he said "no, not at all." I was shocked. Then he proceeded to say "yeah, it's just a natural thing to do... why, would it bother you?" I quickly said no, but he caught my lie--How embarrassing. He did say he's not seeing anyone else. But it makes me think maybe there's someone else he's trying to get with. I don't want a relationship at all but I can't bear to be dumped to the curb again... It's starting to sound like I like him way more than he likes me. I don't know. I'm just so confused after he said that. Sunday night he said that he cares about me... but I suppose that can be taken so many different ways.
I can't possibly get hurt this soon after a rough break up. But everyone thinks he truly likes me because of all the nice gestures and how he always goes out of his way for me. I don't know what to do. I suppose for now I'll just back off for now... I guess...
I feel like things are so complex. I never even thought I would LIKE him... especially THIS much. I'm seriously in a panic. I just wanted to have fun til I'm ready for another serious relationship. Does sex really make everything complicated??
I'm 21 and in college. I've been single for 2 months. My last relationship was 1 1/2 years long and long distance. I lost my virginity to him. A few days after the break up I slept with a guy I had a crush on... turns out he only wanted me for sex... it took me weeks to get over him.
I'm currently seeing a guy named Dan. I am smitten. He's done the sweetest things a college guy has EVER done for me: always open my car door, waited in the Health Center waiting room when I was sick (after knowing me for a few days), brought me soup and tea when I was sick, never let me pay for a meal, never pressured me to have sex, etc. He also ended a really long term relationship recently and cut off communication the same time of my break up. We've been seeing each other for 2 weeks so far...
THIS WEEK
Sunday we had fun together but at the end of the night he complained about how we haven't had sex in 5 days and said it makes him feel like I'm not attracted to him. On Monday he was kinda quiet but told me something personal was bothering him, and he was just feeling down. Tuesday was weird. He didn't contact me at all... I started freaking out thinking he was like the guy I dated before him, and that he must of lost interest in me. He finally sent me a text asking me to come over, after I left a voice message and sent him a text. I was only there for 20 minutes because of his 7-10pm class... but he told me that his ex girlfriend was trying to talk to him again but he said he told her to leave him alone. He said he cut things off again but it's just been bothering him lately.
TODAY
I'm really confused about how people date and have sex. I'm wondering if I need to stop doing this with guys I'm not in a serious relationship in. I wonder if sex makes me more attached.
Because of the whole getting emotionally attached quickly, I left Dan's place today with the determination to cut things off. A random conversation about flirting with other people came up. And I teased him, "oh would it bother you if some guy started flirting me?" and he said "no, not at all." I was shocked. Then he proceeded to say "yeah, it's just a natural thing to do... why, would it bother you?" I quickly said no, but he caught my lie--How embarrassing. He did say he's not seeing anyone else. But it makes me think maybe there's someone else he's trying to get with. I don't want a relationship at all but I can't bear to be dumped to the curb again... It's starting to sound like I like him way more than he likes me. I don't know. I'm just so confused after he said that. Sunday night he said that he cares about me... but I suppose that can be taken so many different ways.
I can't possibly get hurt this soon after a rough break up. But everyone thinks he truly likes me because of all the nice gestures and how he always goes out of his way for me. I don't know what to do. I suppose for now I'll just back off for now... I guess...
I feel like things are so complex. I never even thought I would LIKE him... especially THIS much. I'm seriously in a panic. I just wanted to have fun til I'm ready for another serious relationship. Does sex really make everything complicated??
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