Dilemma I'm facing, and some of you might be as well...
I'm marriage-minded, at the age where I want to get married and eventually start a family. With that said, I have cleared out my little black book of potentials: Strip-club fanatics? Gone. Living with mama? Gone. Out of school but has no car, no place to live? Gone. Emotially unavailable jerks making decent money but scared of commitment? Gone.
Okay, so that left me with a couple of choices. I met a physician last year at a networking dinner and we exchanged information. We did the back and forth e-mail thing and met up a few times after that. Soon, I found that the guy was so self-absorbed in his own life (e.g. always on a work-related trip and made no time for me)... I barely got a word (or well-planned date, due to his ER schedule) in... over the course of 3+ months. Never showed up on time, never called to say he's running late. Basically it was the M.D. show and I was the audience.
Finally I meet a guy who has no problem showering me (but Not smothering me!) with attention and affection. Introduces me to the whole family, meets mine. Actually God-fearing and not because it sounds good on a dating profile... someone with whom I connect, can really talk to (like a teammate) and see something meaningful with. He's marriage-minded, too. Except... where is the money??? Lives on his own, own car, etc. But I out-earn him. He's still in the stages of figuring out which career path to choose while I'm ready for marriage. Now, I was pretty specific in my prayers but come on! Is dating this unfair? I feel like I'm back at square one and now I understand why some are unmarried at 35+
He is actively working to get promoted, get more money, etc. He's where I was about 4 yrs. ago (I'm almost 2 yrs. older). The good definitely outweighs the bad, but I want to get serious with someone who is on solid financial footing. I'm not bailing just yet but I know I'm not alone... It's frustrating. I feel like 'how long will I wait?'
Are you holding out for the whole package? Or have you been here before?
I'm marriage-minded, at the age where I want to get married and eventually start a family. With that said, I have cleared out my little black book of potentials: Strip-club fanatics? Gone. Living with mama? Gone. Out of school but has no car, no place to live? Gone. Emotially unavailable jerks making decent money but scared of commitment? Gone.
Okay, so that left me with a couple of choices. I met a physician last year at a networking dinner and we exchanged information. We did the back and forth e-mail thing and met up a few times after that. Soon, I found that the guy was so self-absorbed in his own life (e.g. always on a work-related trip and made no time for me)... I barely got a word (or well-planned date, due to his ER schedule) in... over the course of 3+ months. Never showed up on time, never called to say he's running late. Basically it was the M.D. show and I was the audience.
Finally I meet a guy who has no problem showering me (but Not smothering me!) with attention and affection. Introduces me to the whole family, meets mine. Actually God-fearing and not because it sounds good on a dating profile... someone with whom I connect, can really talk to (like a teammate) and see something meaningful with. He's marriage-minded, too. Except... where is the money??? Lives on his own, own car, etc. But I out-earn him. He's still in the stages of figuring out which career path to choose while I'm ready for marriage. Now, I was pretty specific in my prayers but come on! Is dating this unfair? I feel like I'm back at square one and now I understand why some are unmarried at 35+
He is actively working to get promoted, get more money, etc. He's where I was about 4 yrs. ago (I'm almost 2 yrs. older). The good definitely outweighs the bad, but I want to get serious with someone who is on solid financial footing. I'm not bailing just yet but I know I'm not alone... It's frustrating. I feel like 'how long will I wait?'
Are you holding out for the whole package? Or have you been here before?