officially single again.
i'm really not patient. "i think i'll wait....actually this needs to happen now".
we talked about him not getting back to me about seeing each other this week, and at first he was defensive, but then admitted it was inconsiderate. at the end of our conversation, we started talking about the debate and he hasn't seen it (or really read anything on it yet). this boy
lives/breathes politics and for him to be just unaware is
huge. so yeah, he def has a lot going on right now.
we were pretty much on the same page about this not being the right time, but really liking each other. he said he wants to be in my life however i want him to be (casually dating, friends, never speak again, w/e). and i'm still considering what i think of that.
i wish i could help him through this or there could be an alternative option, but doesn't seem like it. i am thinking that emotional intimacy would probably be just as frustrating. not sure what i want for us at the moment.
it's funny b/c my friend was clowning me,
"let me make this about me" . but it's for the best b/c it's not fair for either of us. and it is still very early in the relationship. we haven't been together long enough to have the foundation to deal with this or for it to make sense
every time i say i'm going to be single, some man comes into my life. so i'm not going to say it.