thegirltolove:
I am definitely praying for you. And I know exactly what you mean. Sometimes I avoid even telling people about my issues, because they are so used to coming to me for advice, they're almost baffled to hear that I too have moments of weakness.
There are two scriptures that I confess during times like yours:
"I have the mind of Christ and the peace of God that surpasses all understanding".
AND
"This is but a light affliction, which is but for a moment, and is working a far greater and eternal weight of glory; I will not look at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen– for the things which are seen are temporal; but the things which are not seen are eternal." 2 Cor. 4:17, 18
You already know that the battle is spiritual and satan is attacking your mind. So break out your spiritual aresenal girlfriend--the word--prayer--confession--faith. Resist him and he will flee. Even though the things you see in the natural are negative--Speak the word. The devil is a liar. God's word is the truth.
You have power to tread on serpents, scorpions, and all manner of evil in the earth, and NOTHING shall by any means hurt you!!!
Satan may try to bring you down, but he is already defeated. Now sock it to him!