Please pray for me.
I am removing myself from a long term relationship that has been hurting me for some months now. I really love this person and have never felt this way about anyone. Anyone. The problem is that I know that he isn't the man God has for me. If he is the one, then he's not right now anyway. God would have to touch and change his heart and his mind. I know so because I am hurting, we keep fighting and we strongly disagree on a matter that is too important to ignore. There is confusion and hostility between us, which is not of God.
I know what I have to, and have started to do, but I really don't want to do it. I'm kicking & screaming inside. I'm bursting into tears in the middle of my work day. I feel alone and rejected. I'm scared that if I completely walk away from him that it will really be the end of us. I'm putting myself out there right now because I want deliverance. The thought of being completely without him is scary but I know that I have to step away and I am willing to accept God's will.
Please pray for my strength and confidence in my situation and in the Lord.