Camille
New Member
Hi,
I've never posted on this forum before but I'm going through some issues and I really need prayer.
My Grandmother died recently and we were very close. She was the Matriarch of our family. She basically raised me and I could talk to her about anything. I felt like royalty when she was alive because of how well she was thought of in the community and our church circles. There was over 400 hundred people at the funeral.
Anyway, since I came back to Florida (She lived in Toronto) I've been feeling like the Devil sees that I'm not protected by her prayers anymore and I think he is trying to kill me. On the first day of the year I had a flood in my apartment, last Friday I hit someone in the back after my Girlfriend dreamed I'd get into an accident and today I narrowly averted not one, but TWO accidents (not my fault).
I'm scared because she was always there for me and I long to pick up the phone and talk to her because it seems like bad things are happening to me all the time now. I don't want to live in fear, and I'm trying to develop a better relationship with God. But I need your prayers for strength. I cry every single day, at home as soon as I wake up, on the way to work, at work...you get my drift. The pain just doesn't go away...
Also, pray for my family because we are all really lost. When I speak to most family members, it's like we are all in a daze, we all feel so abandoned and alone.
I've never posted on this forum before but I'm going through some issues and I really need prayer.
My Grandmother died recently and we were very close. She was the Matriarch of our family. She basically raised me and I could talk to her about anything. I felt like royalty when she was alive because of how well she was thought of in the community and our church circles. There was over 400 hundred people at the funeral.
Anyway, since I came back to Florida (She lived in Toronto) I've been feeling like the Devil sees that I'm not protected by her prayers anymore and I think he is trying to kill me. On the first day of the year I had a flood in my apartment, last Friday I hit someone in the back after my Girlfriend dreamed I'd get into an accident and today I narrowly averted not one, but TWO accidents (not my fault).
I'm scared because she was always there for me and I long to pick up the phone and talk to her because it seems like bad things are happening to me all the time now. I don't want to live in fear, and I'm trying to develop a better relationship with God. But I need your prayers for strength. I cry every single day, at home as soon as I wake up, on the way to work, at work...you get my drift. The pain just doesn't go away...
Also, pray for my family because we are all really lost. When I speak to most family members, it's like we are all in a daze, we all feel so abandoned and alone.