Ladies,
I need your prayers. Today I go to my first doctor's appointment since finding out that I am pregnant. I am soooo excited, and nervous. See, a few years back I had a pregnancy that turned into a miscarriage, which resulted from a molar pregnancy (abnormal, and invasive cells). Well, the molar turned into a form of cancer called choriocarcinoma. After 6 months of chemo, I am find today!!!
So, you can understand why I am nervous about my appointment today. However, it doesn't stop there. The father of my baby and I were supposed to be married earlier this summer, but I called it off due to unresolved issues that NEEDED to be straightened out before the marriage took place. Well, in the mist of the "straightening out" we got pregnant. Now, my issue is how in the world do I deal with my family. We, he and I, are soooo happy about this blessing. We want to move forth with starting our family, but people, when I tell you that some close relatives may not be so supportive, that is the understatment.
My fiance has moved to Cali and I am in the ATL. Therefore, we (me and the bambino) would have to move, but I am just about to close on a house, and he is in law school. Now, though our future may look bright, the next two-three years may be a little hectic, which is the grief I am going to get from my family. How do I handle this????
That is why I need your prayers. I need prayers to soften hearts, to cover the pregnancy, and for GOD to prepare us mentally, spiritually, and financially to have this baby!