i just cant understand why i havent had a relaxer in almost 2 years, been natural for almost 1 year, been taking care of my hair the best i can and my bang area is still stupid thin. im about ready to cry. i just cant understand it. and i see all these big chop stories on blogs and things and they just chop the relaxer off and everything is all well and fine.
im really really down about my hair. and then to find that it hates coconut oil. i put some in my hair today and you can hear it crunching like an apple. and its not like im hating my natural hair, im just hating my retarded hair.
i hate ranting because i feel like a child but my hair is getting on my nerves. seriously im thinking about shaving it all off and wearing a wig until it starts to grow in but then that goes against many things for me. unless i get a kinky wig. or just do a second big chop and get braids put in, again that goes against my issues with fake hair.