Innocent_Kiss
Well-Known Member
I don't want to even talk about the horrible relationship I've been in for the past two effin years. Anyway, I decided on the day of second anniversary (yesterday) that I'm gone! Don't even ask what he did
He calls me today in tears, his uncle passed. Last year it was his father and grandmother. I know this seems stone cold, but this negro gone KILL ME if I don't shake him. I don't even wanna answer the phone. Why me!??!?!??!! How do I console this fool without misleading him? Oh, and I do love him, by the way, so I don't want to get sucked back in either! I called his grandma to wish her condolences (really to make sure he hadn't made up a big a** lie - he's capable!)..and it's true. It seems when I gather the strength to leave, when I've had enough and I'm more DISGUSTED than hurt, some ish happens that forces me to BE THERE. Then, our relationship issues are forgotten, and I'm in this seemingly never effin ending cycle of misery!!!!! He ain't even know his uncle all that well...ughhhh!!!!!!!!!
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