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Yes your advice has me thinking a lot about my self and my self esteem issues. I definitely felt beaten and broken chasing him down the way I did and that ain't the first time neither. I love him and I love our family unit and he does have a point about my nagging and controlling but all that plays into my fears. I'm terrified of losing him of being irreparably broken and being left behind for something better. I'm 30 and I still struggle to find a way to fall in love with myself. Did you ever struggle with this? What did you do if you did? I love many things about myself, I love my face, my style but that love isn't showing on my life clearly.