Chile....there are probably no words that can provide comfort right now.
Although I'll tell you this....if you getting together with him was only to provide me with the saying "hung like a barnyard animal" then it was worth it. That is now my favorite compliment to give. I read that in one of the books you wrote and I was like .....hmmm note to self: table this phrase for later!
Damn! I am so sorry. I hate that you are going through this. I don't recall how you two met but I am sending you some +++ vibes. We are here for you. (((HUGS)))