To operate and function fluidly without worry is something that needs a instruction manual really. Right now I'm looking at where I am and I'm like ok God what is it. Teach me and show me the error of my ways because this is the only reason I'm here due to something I did in the past or current. I don't want to be out there in pain forever and I want to finally once and for all move on. I'm thankful for the basics right now ie a place to sleep,food etc. I'm also grateful for each interview I get as I know it's tough out there. I'm looking forward to having a good report not just for the added comfort but to uplift someone who is going through similar. I can see good things happen with one job I just don't want to get too into it if it doesn't happen. I hate the feel of rejection as it's not a nice thing and I abhor cliche statements. I have hope in others because I feel everyone is worth of another chance I just don't see that for me most times for many reasons. One day at a time.
God I feel so alone as if you hate me but then if you hated me why do you keep me breathing? I feel like I can motivate anyone but me myself it's like it's impossible to occur for long stretches of time. I feel I can't do anything right and I'm always falling short in so many areas of my life. I wish I could just be a sleep when things like this occurs but here I am awake going through these feelings and such. Maybe this is to break me so I can be done I can't even try and see it positively because I don't know if I'm even righteous and the word says the righteous won't be forsaken. I'm trying to see the good the little things but then it doesn't work in a ideal way. I know everything won't be nice I just need something comfort..none right now.
There are some who need to vent, we are listening. We may not be able to relate, but we understand...as Laela said. Dont be dismayed about where you are, you have come so far! You are survivors! Life has been hard. Look how far you have come! The Lord has you in his hands! He can carry you through. One think I know is that he can take anything you give to him. He wants it all.Everyone here is praying continually for you, we are in this together! Hold on, dont faint! The intercessors that are here you lifted up. They have not forgotten you, as your father who is in heaven hasnt forgotten you. You are not alone! Lord, help us to bear ye one anothers burden. Help us rejoice with those that rejoice and weep with those that weep. Help them know you are with us, and you care. You care immeasurably more than we can ever imagine!!! Help us know that everything we need is in your presence. Help us reach out and touch your garment, all you need is a little measurw of faith and you move. We are desperate for you to move!!!
What's disappointing to me is how can some of us get so much word and still there is no change, still when we open our mouths we speak contrary to the will of God the living word that we just read and was taught from.
I'm baffled and despondent ...
When the Lord returns will he find faith in the earth??????
For the past few weeks that is what I've been hearing about, faith, faith, faith...I know that this is no coincidence,I believe that the Lord is telling his children that we need more faith....
some of us lack faith, for some we need to exercise and step out on faith so that our faith can be build, we don't have mustard seed faith because the 'mountains' are still in our lives...
stephluv said:I care for this man alot but I want to be closer to God and want a man that will encourage me to be closer to God through his actions... I'm not finding any luck with that so far...whether we met in the church or not
This time this feels differently and some of friends including him say maybe i was put in his life to help him become closer to God Am I being selfish for wanting a Christian man as head of the household and not just a Man as head of the household I got us the preparing to be a help meet and created to need a help meet books Hope this helps us I just want a sign that this is a keeper -__-
This! I recently had to learn.When Jesus is not enough there is a problem !