2012 - Christian Random Thoughts Thread

I am imperfect. May Christ increase and I decrease.

O Holy Mother of G-d, pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death, Amen.
 
God you took it away now I'm left to lean on you and you alone. It's scary and I'm super disappointed in myself but it shows me all the flaws and imperfections that are within me. Even when I think I'm ready I see time and time again I must not be because I sup-come so easily to stress and posion attitude. I hope to get another opportunity but I know it will be with your timing. I pray this won't lead to a horrid future.
 
As Psalm 91:9-10,14-16 says, "Because thou hast made the LORD, which is my refuge, even the most High, thy habitation; There shall no evil befall thee, neither shall any plague come nigh thy dwelling. Because he hath set his love upon me, therefore will I deliver him: I will set him on high, because he hath known my name. He shall call upon me, and I will answer him: I will be with him in trouble; I will deliver him, and honour him. With long life will I satisfy him, and shew him my salvation."
 
I have to forgive her...I will not tell anyone else what she did. And when I see her in an hour...I wont roll my eyes or deliberately ignore her. Help me Jesus to shake it off and keep rolling...I'd rather suffer for righteousness sake than as an evil-doer!
 
I want to cry about yesterday I won't to tell myself it's all your fault you did this so if calamity comes your way financially then it's your fault. But I know beating myself won't solve any of my immediate problems so I will stay meditating on the Word,listening to sermons and doing what I need to to get something secure. I will not allow this to take me out.
 
crlsweetie912,
Just saw your post today! Congratulations...I'm SO happy for you! :yep:

crlsweetie912 said:
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hey everyone....I pray that all is well this beautiful Monday morning!
I have stayed away from this section because I have been so despondent and depressed, but been lurking and praying....

I just got the opportunity of a lifetime......A HUGE career move, with visibility, recognition, and so much more upward mobility. I can't even begin to thank God...I'm fighting back tears at my desk because HE IS SO GOOD!!! Through all of this, even when I was doubting Him HARD, he kept my mind from going CRAZY! I'm so thankful for this blessing. I just wanna run and dance
THANK YOU JESUS!!!!
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To walk by faith after your security has been taken in this jacked ecnomny is real scary. I know God didn't give us the spirit of fear but a that of a sound mind but it not something I deal well with. Now while I'm off I have to do some deep things in order to see my mistakes and fix them. My worst fear has come and its not a good feeling. I have to have faith which isn't much anymore that I won't end the way I think this could go down. I'm glad to have been blessed with a friend who has greater faith than I and non judgmental. I will live to tell the tale without going to the bottom.
 
G-d protects us from evil. We have to be wise to avoid their traps, but they are constantly all around us. Justice comes from the L-rd.
 
I pray that out of his glorious riches he may strengthen you with power through his Spirit in your inner being, so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together with all the saints, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge-that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God. Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us, to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, for ever and ever! Amen (Ephesians 3:16-21
 
I pray one of the babies that is on this site is ok. She isn't local to me but I wish I could hug her. I love her dearly bc she reminds me of me right now and prior.
Lord I'm suppose to trust you and your plan. I'm suppose to be ok without work right now. I'm suppose to be calm and cool and collected because it makes the enemy as some will say confused. I feel crazed and out of my mind in fear. I see the reports folks out of work for months but the thing I don't have is anyone to fall back on except you Lord. So all I can do is wait and make the best of my waiting period which I have no clue how long that will be and hope that I won't be in a despaired mess and be out without a place to lay my head except a shelter. I can't fake the funk God because you already know my heart on this. I need to walk by your word Lord please help me do so.
 
Lord, thank you for sleep.

It truly heals and rejuvenate the body and mind. I was sick...violently sick yesterday.....I slept the whole day yesterday. Woke up this morning and felt brand new.

I still didn't go to work.....I wanted to make sure I was completely recovered!! LOL!!

Thank you Lord.
 
I am finite, therefore I falter along the way. Help me to grow in my faith and my resolve. You are a God of restoration! You make all things new God, this work is not too great for You to do. Please help me to stay focused, so I can help to build, not do the opposite.
 
Wait for everything... everything you've ever really wanted. This really better be worth it. I'm just fed up, tired, impatient, angry, and frustrated.
 
I got so discouraged today to the point of tears and it really made no sense to me. I think that was part of my frustration with myself. I am in need of a reliable car which I have prayed for and I know that God has already answered this prayer.

God has blessed me with a new job, doubled my salary and I have cash on hand to buy a little something, something. I thank God for it but yesterday and today, my faith was challenged. Yesterday, on the way home I stopped by DQ to buy a salad. I parked my car and go inside to place my order. I come back out to find my car (which I am so desperate to get rid of) gone. I walk around the entire parking lot and see that some how it had been moved to a lawn of the restaurant next door. I don't know if it was a prank or someone attempting to steal it. But I got in it, it cranked up and I drove home. I have been so stressed out about the car because it really starting to malfunction that it didn't dawn on me to check the car out until later on that evening.

Today, I went to three car dealerships looking for a used car and was so disappointed out not finding anything I like.

I know that this too shall pass and things are not really that bad, I have a way to get to work even though I don't like the long commute. I have income now and God's favor at work. I feel frustrated with myself because I don't think I am trusting God as deeply as I could in this situation. I think I have been looking more at what I don't have than what I do have.

My heart is full of worry about the car breaking down before I can rid of it than faith that God will see me through. But I am going to change my focus cause God has done more for me and there is no logical reason for him to stop now. I have to get my emotions in check and rise above my fears. I can do all things through Christ which strengthens me.
 
Aviah said:
Wait for everything... everything you've ever really wanted. This really better be worth it. I'm just fed up, tired, impatient, angry, and frustrated.
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And so after waiting patiently, Abraham received what was promised. Hebews 6:15

Cast not away therefore your confidence, which hath great recompense of reward. For ye have need of patience, for after ye have done the will of God you shall receive the promise. Hebrews 10:35-36

Great reward comes with patience when you do the will of God.
 
sidney said:
And so after waiting patiently, Abraham received what was promised. Hebews 6:15

Cast not away therefore your confidence, which hath great recompense of reward. For ye have need of patience, for after ye have done the will of God you shall receive the promise. Hebrews 10:35-36

Great reward comes with patience when you do the will of God.
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sidney

Thanks a lot for that. God gave me a promise illustrated by the scriptures relating to his story. And today in Church they spoke about scriptures in Hebrews, faith and reward. God's speaking to me...
 
LoveisYou said:
loolalooh, have you prayed about this specific issue?

Have you tried having a heart to heart with your sister to find out the root cause of why you two butt heads?
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I've had other heart to hearts with her in the past, and they usually end with her not understanding and us both irritated. But I will admit that I haven't prayed about it. Thank you for the reminder, LoveisYou.
 
God even through this storm where I don't know where my food or money will come from to pay my bills I will push to worship you. I feel so many things anger,disappointment,confusion,and a tiny bit of relief. I want to praise you and be all smiley Lord but that isn't me naturally. I am worried and trying to keep pushing. I want to cry and and hide and go deathly depressed but I can't because I don't want to die without having gave my all in getting things better. I know that you Lord are doing something be it favorable to me or not. I know the lesson I'm going through right now and I thank you Lord for the food I do have right now and the ability to sleep in my own place for the time being. I will remember that if things don't go the way they need to. I want to be whole and healed. I want to have joy,peace and patience, instead of fear,intimidation and pain. I want to be able to do great things Lord please take these things away from me. Part of me wants to go home for good but you let me have breathe so my assignment isn't complete. Give not only me strength and favor but to all those in the section and beyond.
 
Father God as I seek your face I pray that you turn your face and your favor toward me. In Jesus' name...Amen.
 
I am a recovering control freak, I like things just so, my way, how I want it.
But more and more I have this desire for God to take control, I am letting go, He's in control and I want Him in the driver's seat, with my whole heart
I want to fulfill His plans and purpose for me
I have been doing things my way and I don't think I made the right choices
well I am not sure...
I just want His will for me so badly!!!
I want Him to show me what I need to do
 
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