I'm going to try to make a long story short...So If You don't understand please let me know...This is a bit painful so please bare with me...
I was in a relationship with my EX for about 8 years and I left him! Let me explain...
We were engaged for 2 of those 8 years and I called it off because I was not happy. The main reason I wasn't happy was because he started turning me off sexually! He use to just reach down and grab my private part and that really bothered me. Of course I told him and he would say, that's my pu,,yerplexed ! That turned me off soooo bad! Oh did I say he only did this when he had been drinking? So I told him I can't take this bc he have no respect for me or my feelings and he said he'd work on it...Maybe 1 week would pass by and he'd try me again and then he'd try to have sex with me and my body would shut down I could not get in the mood for nothing so he decided he was going to TAKE SOME ARSE and I'd tell him if I dialed 911 they'd lock You up for attemped rape! His words was You use to sex me all the time now you won't give me none at all...Why? I told him I can't help it, my body just will not relax for you!
He paid for me to see my Dr. to find out if it was hormone issues, my Dr. tld me I was fine! So the final straw was when he actually took me against my will. I told him I was done!
I know this may sound crazy yall but for some reason I feel lost wo him? Why? Maybe bc he took care of the bills, car maintenance, etc. Now I'm on my own and don't know if I'm coming or going...
Someone please respond bc I am so tired of having this empty feeling!
I was in a relationship with my EX for about 8 years and I left him! Let me explain...
We were engaged for 2 of those 8 years and I called it off because I was not happy. The main reason I wasn't happy was because he started turning me off sexually! He use to just reach down and grab my private part and that really bothered me. Of course I told him and he would say, that's my pu,,yerplexed ! That turned me off soooo bad! Oh did I say he only did this when he had been drinking? So I told him I can't take this bc he have no respect for me or my feelings and he said he'd work on it...Maybe 1 week would pass by and he'd try me again and then he'd try to have sex with me and my body would shut down I could not get in the mood for nothing so he decided he was going to TAKE SOME ARSE and I'd tell him if I dialed 911 they'd lock You up for attemped rape! His words was You use to sex me all the time now you won't give me none at all...Why? I told him I can't help it, my body just will not relax for you!
He paid for me to see my Dr. to find out if it was hormone issues, my Dr. tld me I was fine! So the final straw was when he actually took me against my will. I told him I was done!
I know this may sound crazy yall but for some reason I feel lost wo him? Why? Maybe bc he took care of the bills, car maintenance, etc. Now I'm on my own and don't know if I'm coming or going...
Someone please respond bc I am so tired of having this empty feeling!