Why Has God forsaken me??

[Irresistible]

The Lord often speaks to me through dreams. One night my twin sister and I were walking through a house where rooms were being cleaned. I went looking for my room. I walk up to a door where I could see blue light coming from underneath the door. It looked like light that is reflected off of water so I knew it couldn't be my bedroom. Suddenly, my sister "felt" pulled away. The door opened and I was pulled in. It was a bathroom with blue/green tiles all over the walls and floor. It looked like an indoor swimming pool area you would find in a gymnasium. Inside was a tiny bathtub (so small only a 5 year old could fit) filled with water. I was scared because what pulled me in felt like it was pulling me from the inside. I could actually feel it in my uterous. Then "it" lifted me up to put me in the tub then I got scared and started clinging to the walls because I thought this was the enemy. Then I said "The Lord is my light and my salvation" to give myself strength to fight off this spirit. After I said that I was submerged into the tub.

After I was submerged I relaxed because than I knew the "it" ...was HIM.



I asked the Lord what did that mean? I later learned that the tiny bathtub is just a symbol of the impossible. My twin is a symbol of my attachments to people for validation. It wasn't until the words of life came from my lips was the Lord able to submerge me. Could He do it anyway? Of course but it was my agreement that released me (submerged) into His will (whatever that may be).

Sister, you're actually in a very good place. You just have to resign yourself to His will. EVEN IF YOU HAVE TO GO HOME. You don't know what waits for you there. You're ticket out may be waiting for you there. Just let Him lead you in and lead you out. If you want to walk this walk than you need to not only say it but beleive it. In this life you shall have tribulation. You will not have a flowery bed of ease but you will have the perfect will of God. You don't need to be perfect but you must be obedient!

He'll show you His greatness. Enjoy your tiny bathtub!

wow awesome dream! God is so cool like that!

 

[tuffCOOKiE]

I know how you feel. Just know that God doesnt forsake his children. For anything. It may feel like it but youre going thru something.

Don't forsake Him and His will for you. From experience I can tell you, don't let the spirit of depression reach you. Stay positive and speak to EVERYONE that you think can help and also, this may be hard, continue praising and prayer.

I'm sorry that's all the advice I can give you, but it's true.

 

[Caramela]

You have fallen victim to the lies of the enemy. You have a problem with faith, that is, believing God's promises to you. In the word of God we are promised Hebrews 13:5 ..."Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you."[ You are subscribing to untruths. Your faith is being tested, but God is still right there

 

[Mimi22]

Ladies I continue to thank you !! Your prayers have indeed led a way!
I was blessed in Church yesterday and realised that though circumstances may sway and distrub our dreams & God's plan, they dont stay that way! God wants the best for us always!

I woke up this morning, not worried but at peace with God's promise. I checked my email and there was an INVITATION TO AN INTERVIEW at a hospital pathology laboratory!!!!!! I praise God continually for ALL OF YOU who prayed and of course to HIM! Though i know that this interview is in fact pre-lim. I stay in faith and believe that God will make a way! I ask His strength and His wisdom to be able to show my professional worth to the interviewing panel. I will keep applying for other jobs, cuz I cant blindly put my eggs in one basket! But I will say this, stand fast ladies, your day of deliverance will come!! Take it from me, my story is there in all its true form!
Keep praying! Keep fighting, cuz God has heard you and will make a way!!

 

[PinkPebbles]

Ladies I continue to thank you !! Your prayers have indeed led a way!
I was blessed in Church yesterday and realised that though circumstances may sway and distrub our dreams & God's plan, they dont stay that way! God wants the best for us always!

I woke up this morning, not worried but at peace with God's promise. I checked my email and there was an INVITATION TO AN INTERVIEW at a hospital pathology laboratory!!!!!! I praise God continually for ALL OF YOU who prayed and of course to HIM! Though i know that this interview is in fact pre-lim. I stay in faith and believe that God will make a way! I ask His strength and His wisdom to be able to show my professional worth to the interviewing panel. I will keep applying for other jobs, cuz I cant blindly put my eggs in one basket! But I will say this, stand fast ladies, your day of deliverance will come!! Take it from me, my story is there in all its true form!
Keep praying! Keep fighting, cuz God has heard you and will make a way!!

I'm so happy for you...and wish you the best!

 

[cocoberry10]

Hey Mimi22. I know how you are feeling. I'm going through something myself as well that everyone would think is an impossible situation to rectify. I am very very very tired and sometimes want to shrivel up and die to escape the pain. (And I'm naturally an optimistic person so this is major for me to feel this way.) It's in God's hands though and I have to remember this. Sometimes I think He's forgotten me and He just doesn't care to fix things for me, but I have to remember that He's working on His timing, not mine. I'll PM you later when I get home.

CandiceC, I feel you. You are definitely an optimist and I've seen that in the years I've been on this board (I am an optimist too)

Ladies, the Lord is moving in all of our lives. I know this is a difficult time for so many of us. I am also going through a very painful, personal struggle right now, but I know that nothing is too great for the Lord. This is not something that my education, family's love, support or connections or anything can help. It's God's way of bringing me even closer to Him, and for that, I appreciate the struggle. Mine is more internal. I'm being pruned by the Lord so He can further use me for HIS WILL. Because life is about loving God and your neighbors.

We get so caught up in other things, like getting into the right schools, getting the right jobs, starting a business. Oh God, when am I going to get married? Oh God, when am I going to have a child? Oh, God when is this going to happen, when is that going to happen?

We get so caught up in the moment, that we forget about what's most important.

I have really been forced to realize that all of my little "worries" are so meaningless compared with some of the things others are going through. And OP, this is not to belittle your struggle, b/c I know you are truly worried.

However, as God said, "don't worry about tomorow." Look at the way the birds chirp. God is taking care of them, and He will definitely take care of you.

I have a friend that's lost half his family in the last 3 years. His mother and sibling are gone and other family, and he's been through living hell himself with some things in his own life. Some of you ladies on this board have issues with your parents. But trust, I'm sure that he would trade places with you all in a heartbeat. We don't control our lives and everything in them, but we do control how we react to things. And we control whether we allow God to be in control.

Sometimes I have to ask myself "who am I letting drive my bus of life?" Is it me or God?

 

[cocoberry10]

Here's a powerful song by singer Jazmine Sullivan called "Accept What God Allows" She performed this at age 11 at the Apollo (this girl's singing is definitely Heaven sent)

Accept What God Allows
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JgGCiC4uwLs

 

[cupcakes]

he will never give you more than u can bear