fivetimestwo
New Member
I'm not giving advice per say (I hate to give "advice"), but I will say this: I know it hurts. It's okay. Speaking from experience, please allow yourself to feel what you feel. Surround yourself with people who care about you and involve yourself in things that matter to you. I sincerely hope you don't feel like you have to explain or feel ashamed. This is not your fault. Never for one second should you blame yourself for this situation. A man should never have so much power (either directly or indirectly) that he thinks he can do whatever and you will be right there waiting. I have a name for that type of woman/girl: thirsty. You never want to be the thirsty woman/girl. It's not a good look.
I know right now it doesn't seem like you will get through this, but you will. Two years seems like a long time because you are young. I can say that I know a lot of women who wish they could've gotten the signs that early. Better two years, than three, four and so on. Another poster stated that be happy he got the other chick preggers and not you (ITA). Trust me kids only skew your vision more when you have a jerk on your hands. You and him have no ties (other than to your heart strings). That's a blessing right there.
Just know that you are much stronger than you think and you will get through this and things will be better.
I know right now it doesn't seem like you will get through this, but you will. Two years seems like a long time because you are young. I can say that I know a lot of women who wish they could've gotten the signs that early. Better two years, than three, four and so on. Another poster stated that be happy he got the other chick preggers and not you (ITA). Trust me kids only skew your vision more when you have a jerk on your hands. You and him have no ties (other than to your heart strings). That's a blessing right there.
Just know that you are much stronger than you think and you will get through this and things will be better.