MissMeWithThatIsh
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Ok, so my fiance has been lying about something he's embarrassed about for quite a while. I've always known he has been lying about it look, but my issue is when I've pressed him for the truth, he lies again and again until I put the evidence in his face.
What irritates me is not what he's lying about- we all have our things to work on and I love him unconditionally- it's the lies. A willing liar is just as evil as a willing cheater. So when I blast you, and you apologize, to me, you're only sorry you got caught, not about the lies.
So basically I went off on him because he's been lying, and I know he has been, and after all this time of wanting help with the issue, he still cannot be honest with me. I told him everything I felt about him and more in terms of the lying and told him I wanted to slap him and that I probably will do so anyway so be ready for it.
I know he's had an issue with telling people about his concerns and issues, and I know he truly feels embarrassed and shamed about it, despite the fact that I am here for him. Truth be told, I have the same issue- and I'm dealing with it myself, but I have more or less come to terms with it. I know this issue can cause shame and embarrassment... but when it comes to you telling me you'll be honest about it but you're still lying out of shame and embarrassment, then why should I f--- with you in that respect?
I know my SO and he is 100% truthful about everything else but this. This has created a wedge in our relationship that just makes me wanna . He is going to the desert in a few months and this has added stress to me in regards to this issue.
He says he wants to change and eliminate the issue and the causes. I am okay with whatver he does, I just want the honesty. He says he knows this but that he also knows there's a chance due to the embarrassment that he cannot be honest. He said he's considering talking to someone to help him cope with the issue. I feel this issue would need- eventually- to be coped with by both of us. If I continue to do what I'm doing knowing it's not good for him, then I feel I need to stop too (being that my own confrontation with this has never happened).
He is a good man. He's just very ashamed of this issue and thinks that if he eliminates it, then it's worth it for the sake of our relationship. I'm just of the belief that doing it for the relationship's improvement will not be enough to make the issue go away permanently. I think he needs to realize that he needs to handle it because he wants to. Like I said, I can deal with the issue- am completely OKAY with it because that's just how I am- but I need the honesty... and apparently to him this is black and white... he cannot handle the gray area and be honest. I just want an honest "I'm going to do.... or I have done.... or I don't want to so..." NOT "IF this is the problem it causes for us I will just not be bothered (but sneak and deal with it how I want anyway and lie to you)"
But I've let him know as of yesterday that I will not deal with a liar and if this cannot be resolved... he knows what will happen.
---this was long but I thank you for listening---
What irritates me is not what he's lying about- we all have our things to work on and I love him unconditionally- it's the lies. A willing liar is just as evil as a willing cheater. So when I blast you, and you apologize, to me, you're only sorry you got caught, not about the lies.
So basically I went off on him because he's been lying, and I know he has been, and after all this time of wanting help with the issue, he still cannot be honest with me. I told him everything I felt about him and more in terms of the lying and told him I wanted to slap him and that I probably will do so anyway so be ready for it.
I know he's had an issue with telling people about his concerns and issues, and I know he truly feels embarrassed and shamed about it, despite the fact that I am here for him. Truth be told, I have the same issue- and I'm dealing with it myself, but I have more or less come to terms with it. I know this issue can cause shame and embarrassment... but when it comes to you telling me you'll be honest about it but you're still lying out of shame and embarrassment, then why should I f--- with you in that respect?
I know my SO and he is 100% truthful about everything else but this. This has created a wedge in our relationship that just makes me wanna . He is going to the desert in a few months and this has added stress to me in regards to this issue.
He says he wants to change and eliminate the issue and the causes. I am okay with whatver he does, I just want the honesty. He says he knows this but that he also knows there's a chance due to the embarrassment that he cannot be honest. He said he's considering talking to someone to help him cope with the issue. I feel this issue would need- eventually- to be coped with by both of us. If I continue to do what I'm doing knowing it's not good for him, then I feel I need to stop too (being that my own confrontation with this has never happened).
He is a good man. He's just very ashamed of this issue and thinks that if he eliminates it, then it's worth it for the sake of our relationship. I'm just of the belief that doing it for the relationship's improvement will not be enough to make the issue go away permanently. I think he needs to realize that he needs to handle it because he wants to. Like I said, I can deal with the issue- am completely OKAY with it because that's just how I am- but I need the honesty... and apparently to him this is black and white... he cannot handle the gray area and be honest. I just want an honest "I'm going to do.... or I have done.... or I don't want to so..." NOT "IF this is the problem it causes for us I will just not be bothered (but sneak and deal with it how I want anyway and lie to you)"
But I've let him know as of yesterday that I will not deal with a liar and if this cannot be resolved... he knows what will happen.
---this was long but I thank you for listening---
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