I agree with many of the women on this board. I especially agree with this statement. I never did understand why in our minds (humans) that sin seems to be categorized by a particular hierarchy. There is not a sin that is greater than the other and if you are human you have sinned at sometime or another. This is why Christ came to redeem us and not to condemn us. I pray that you keep your head up and be of good courage because you deserve God's best for you and I pray for the pastor because though he had good intentions by trying to be honest by conveying his desires for a future mate, there is still a way of going about doing it without discounting individuals. Furthermore, if he does not amend his way he could quite possibly miss his "boat". Man looks at the exterior or the obvious, but God looks at the heart. I don't know the pastor and I cannot say what God has told him, but I mentioned a boat because I am reminded of the story about the man who was praying for rescue after being stranded. God sent three ways for him to be rescued. He was looking for God to come only one way and he missed all three attempts to rescue him. Mind you, he has a request for a virgin and that is fine grant you. But what happens if another individual has another character flaw? Does she get tossed too? We have to be very careful of the expectations we place on people. We are individuals not products being inspected on an assembly line that would get tossed if one imperfection was found.
You are invaluable in the eyesight of God and in God's due time God will bless you with a man that He has chosen to love you through. I say this meaning that he will choose a vessel (man) who will love you the way you were intended to be love. He will actually show this person how to love you and vice versa. We fail to realize so much that we are all human with faults but love covers a multitude of sins (faults/flaws) and we really need to work on loving and appreciating individuals unconditionally. It is not always easy but it is possible through God. Anyhow, take care, be of good courage and always remember who you are,whose you are, and that you are worth so much to God that He gave His only Son's life just for you....