DDTexlaxed
TRANSITION OVER! 11-22-14
I am seriously depressed. I have been trying to master natural styles and have been unable to do even the simple 2 strand twist style. I don't understand why this is so hard for me. I miss being able to do different hair styles and looking good. It's hard for me to be natural because I don't have a clue on how to style my hair. I don't even know what I'm doing anymore. I pretty much rock my curly fro....but it is soo boring! It's all I can do. I need encouragement badly. The creamy crack grinch is following me, calling me, begging me to come back to it and I am so tempted because I feel ugly right now. I know I will never texturize my hair again, but my relaxed hair was healthy and always long. I'm determined to remain relaxer free for three more months. Perhaps I'm just someone who can't commit to being natural for too long. I'm just exhausted with my lack of styles. My natural hair is wonderful and I love it, but I am struggling long and hard to just brush it. I can't style it and I am stalking every natural board and album for encouragement. I hope you guys can help me. I'm just down right now because I feel helpless. Maybe I can do a 6 month relaxer stretch...I don't know what to do anymore.