I am so sorry about your loss. Losing the love of your life is so heartbreaking. I hope that you receive all the support that you need to get through this.
@fifi134 I am so sorry for the loss of your husband-to-be. I imagine it is terribly painful. Something in what you wrote moved me to say this: Good black men that cover women are hard to find, but when this storm calms down, I am confident your love and light will draw someone else wonderful into your life. For now, we shall mourn, but joy comes in the morning.