grow_N_Him09
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Am I being "played?" Is it true that men will wait "as long as necessary," to be woman's "first," and, consequently, have her V-Club membership, uh, permanently revoked?
I am starting to think I shouldn't have told SO about my "inexperience," so early in the relationship. It seems quite possible that he is "holding on," to me so he can..."have my innocence."
And it is true that my innocence somewhat puts me in a position where I could very well be played because of ignorance. So can you sisters please enlighten me on "the game"....Am I being played?
A lil' background first, tho...I met my SO online about four months ago. We actually went to the same middle school, high school but didn't know each other (he was/is 'Mr. Popular, everyone loved him and I was/am quiet-smart girl, socially awkward, etc...)
Anywho, turns out we live within 40 min of each other and I eventually went to go meet him IRL. And upon our first meeting, he asked me to be his gf. He had said in previous phone convos that he "had to have me." whatever that means...
So during the course of the last four months, I go to visit him on the weekends (he doesn't have a car and I have a 9 to 5), BUT...these visits are not regular. Just kind of when our schedules work. AND most of the visits are overnight stays because of my drive. BUT no actual "coloring" involved, ladies!
My concern is that during the week I hardly hear from him! erplexed In the beginning his contacts (usually via text) were more frequent, not it is virtually non-existent.
To his "defense," he is studying for a major exam that will launch his career, so regular, everyday convo may not necessarily be possible for us. But it seems he communicates with everyone else (yes, I admit, as of late, I have been a lil cyberstalker-ish...)
When we're together, he talks about a future with me, even marriage. But I am starting to think it may be a ploy to get me to "give up the goods," (having me think we're going to "get married anyways.") As I made it clear that I am not having it until marriage.
But many of you ladies stress how actions speak louder than words...and I wholeheartedly agree! I think I may have been duped (because he really is a great guy - a heartthrob, too ) to ignore the actions and allowed myself to be serenaded by his words.
And...last point, sorry!...I think he did not "really know me," when asked to be in relationship and he is finding we really do not have that many similiar interests. He has a passion for the arts and I def have appreciation and general interest for the arts, but have not made it a passion in my life (and not necessarily by choice, if that makes sense). So how important are similiar interests in relationships?
I'm also, if you can't already tell, kinda, well, "green," in a lot of things (pop culture, music genres, etc.) and I wonder how well we can really work around our differences...It seems he could get some other girl (and believe me he has options) who is passionate about everything he is passionate about, hip and knowledgeable about all his interests...could he honestly find me more interesting when we don't necessarily have the same active interests???
I am starting to think I shouldn't have told SO about my "inexperience," so early in the relationship. It seems quite possible that he is "holding on," to me so he can..."have my innocence."
And it is true that my innocence somewhat puts me in a position where I could very well be played because of ignorance. So can you sisters please enlighten me on "the game"....Am I being played?
A lil' background first, tho...I met my SO online about four months ago. We actually went to the same middle school, high school but didn't know each other (he was/is 'Mr. Popular, everyone loved him and I was/am quiet-smart girl, socially awkward, etc...)
Anywho, turns out we live within 40 min of each other and I eventually went to go meet him IRL. And upon our first meeting, he asked me to be his gf. He had said in previous phone convos that he "had to have me." whatever that means...
So during the course of the last four months, I go to visit him on the weekends (he doesn't have a car and I have a 9 to 5), BUT...these visits are not regular. Just kind of when our schedules work. AND most of the visits are overnight stays because of my drive. BUT no actual "coloring" involved, ladies!
My concern is that during the week I hardly hear from him! erplexed In the beginning his contacts (usually via text) were more frequent, not it is virtually non-existent.
To his "defense," he is studying for a major exam that will launch his career, so regular, everyday convo may not necessarily be possible for us. But it seems he communicates with everyone else (yes, I admit, as of late, I have been a lil cyberstalker-ish...)
When we're together, he talks about a future with me, even marriage. But I am starting to think it may be a ploy to get me to "give up the goods," (having me think we're going to "get married anyways.") As I made it clear that I am not having it until marriage.
But many of you ladies stress how actions speak louder than words...and I wholeheartedly agree! I think I may have been duped (because he really is a great guy - a heartthrob, too ) to ignore the actions and allowed myself to be serenaded by his words.
And...last point, sorry!...I think he did not "really know me," when asked to be in relationship and he is finding we really do not have that many similiar interests. He has a passion for the arts and I def have appreciation and general interest for the arts, but have not made it a passion in my life (and not necessarily by choice, if that makes sense). So how important are similiar interests in relationships?
I'm also, if you can't already tell, kinda, well, "green," in a lot of things (pop culture, music genres, etc.) and I wonder how well we can really work around our differences...It seems he could get some other girl (and believe me he has options) who is passionate about everything he is passionate about, hip and knowledgeable about all his interests...could he honestly find me more interesting when we don't necessarily have the same active interests???