Ok ladies, Question for ya.
Did or does anyone have that "I want to say feeling" but sort of like a nesting instinct type feeling before meeting your spouse? Lately, Ive been (well for the last 2 years) I've had the urge to really learn how to cook. Even last thanksgiving, my mom actually let me cook the turkey and she never does that.
I just had this feeling that it was almost time. (I could be off, lol) but also I've been more intuned with develop and really coming into my feminine/girly side: Actually shaving legs (ok badly attempting at home wax
) I actually brought a dress (I haven't worn one in years), I'm wearing little jewelry but also making sure I at least have lip gloss on when I leave the house.
Taking more interest in my health. I'm looking for a signature perfume but right now my little black book body mist will do. Also, I've been looking at different wedding/newlywed blogs on the web (I already decided that due to very limited funds, I will have a very cheap wedding
) . Then yesterday, the weirdest thing and I still don't know or remember how I started looking but I started looking at condos/townhouses in CA, Atlanta and where I am now, Richmond. That wasn't really a motivation before.
I keep getting this feeling that it's almost time but I'm afraid that's really me that is conjuring up that.
I just want to do this God's way. Especially since this is a huge step and lifestyle change. I didn't listen to him when it came to school and as a result, I'm still learning and following the consequences of jumping the gun so fast so I definitely want to follow him this time and let him do the matchmaking.
Oh yeah, and I'm thinking about babies. Something that has scared me to death in the past. I would love to have a little mini me.