I want to come clean for my horrible mistakes.

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I know most of you are very angry with me with 100% pure sulfur or about the threads. I honestly would NEVER try to hurt people with 100% sulfur :nono: and I was trying to make people to use Bountless Tresses which is most mild one than MTG. Yes I admit DP is my another SN, I was TOO ashamed of using that DP screen name because I felt so shame about what've happened yesterday and I felt like that DP make me a bad person. I thought making another SN would clean me and start over but MAJOR wrong. I deleted the thread about mom's recipe because I dont want anyone to get hurt because of me. It was my HORRIBLE HORRIBLE mistake Id ever make like this. I admit that I love to getting attention because when I was a child I never got attention that I've always wanted. My mother has always been with different men and never quite a time with me. My dad was horribly verbal abused me and my brother. It was really isolated for me so I thought if i did making up some threads to make it funny because i love to see yall laughing that would make me feel good. But I realized that making up threads weren't funny at all. And when I make my mom sounds strange so I would feel better when you support me more than my mother because I felt so much isolations when I was little. I fell in love with LHCF because I felt like yall are my family. I am not making this thread to make yall feel sympathy. I just HOPE you would forgive me. Yes I do need some help because I dont know what comes over me about yesterday.Most of time I get jealous seeing most threads have alot of views and posts honestly I felt embarrassed about myself and way too SHAME. You guys have every right to be upset about me. :nono: I am NOT happy about myself either. I have prayed to GOD last night for my horrible sin and I felt his soul telling me to do the right thing and tell you guys the truth. I am really sorry. I hope you guys FORGIVE me. IRRESIBLE, MSA, etc I m really sorry. I am still using recipe with BT. I TOTALLY understand if you guys dont want my recipe. Please forgive my horrible mistakes. I've learned lessons in a HARD way. :sad: I thought If i called myself out would help me to leave you guys alone and would not let yall get hurt because of me. I am TRULY sorry. :sad:

Sweetie.... You was forgiven last night. I'm not going to lecture you, because that has already been done by several other posters. Try the Christian Forum, get to know those ladies and get some prayer. You will feel much better. Trust Me!... God Bless!
 
Lawd hammercy! Well at least you've learned your lesson. It's easy to forgive, but hard to forget. I think we are still concerned about the people who read the thread and won't visit the forum again til it's too late.

Glad that you apologized though.
 
I know most of you are very angry with me with 100% pure sulfur or about the threads. I honestly would NEVER try to hurt people with 100% sulfur :nono: and I was trying to make people to use Bountless Tresses which is most mild one than MTG. Yes I admit DP is my another SN, I was TOO ashamed of using that DP screen name because I felt so shame about what've happened yesterday and I felt like that DP make me a bad person. I thought making another SN would clean me and start over but MAJOR wrong. I deleted the thread about mom's recipe because I dont want anyone to get hurt because of me. It was my HORRIBLE HORRIBLE mistake Id ever make like this. I admit that I love to getting attention because when I was a child I never got attention that I've always wanted. My mother has always been with different men and never quite a time with me. My dad was horribly verbal abused me and my brother. It was really isolated for me so I thought if i did making up some threads to make it funny because i love to see yall laughing that would make me feel good. But I realized that making up threads weren't funny at all. And when I make my mom sounds strange so I would feel better when you support me more than my mother because I felt so much isolations when I was little. I fell in love with LHCF because I felt like yall are my family. I am not making this thread to make yall feel sympathy. I just HOPE you would forgive me. Yes I do need some help because I dont know what comes over me about yesterday.Most of time I get jealous seeing most threads have alot of views and posts honestly I felt embarrassed about myself and way too SHAME. You guys have every right to be upset about me. :nono: I am NOT happy about myself either. I have prayed to GOD last night for my horrible sin and I felt his soul telling me to do the right thing and tell you guys the truth. I am really sorry. I hope you guys FORGIVE me. IRRESIBLE, MSA, etc I m really sorry. I am still using recipe with BT. I TOTALLY understand if you guys dont want my recipe. Please forgive my horrible mistakes. I've learned lessons in a HARD way. :sad: I thought If i called myself out would help me to leave you guys alone and would not let yall get hurt because of me. I am TRULY sorry. :sad:

......Hmmmm.......:ohwell: Coming from another newbie, I think you need to take the others advice and create a new screenname. We can all forgive but (Speaking for myself) baby I will NEVER forget and every post you make will have me wondering...just like this one^^^. It could very well just be another attempt to get attention. The internet is not for everybody. Maybe you should go to the library and get your hair info from there until you are better. The WWW may be a little too much for your condition right now. And go find a good church (and a psychologist), k pumpkin?
 
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Heck she may have changed it already and came in to yell at herself for startin mess :lachen:

Sorry I had to say it :lachen: But I do wonder where she gettin all this money for all these accounts who's credit card she steal, she seems awful young :look:
That is hilarious, but you are right, it is quite possible, lol
 
I really believed you and honestly felt sorry for all the name slinging you endured. I am hurt that it was all a lie but I can forgive.

Ladies let use this as a lesson; when something doesn't sound right let simply be adults about the matter, asks the necessary questions and leave it there. There's nothing wrong with questions but once you get to the point where you downgrade someone character it really leave a stain.

I have learned a lot from this board but there are time I just want to walk away from it because of thread like that. And this is not the first time it happen.

GlamourJuan03 I say this with a motherly love - Don't you try anything like that again. Someone could of gotten hurt. Now give me a hug! :giveheart::hug3:
 
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W.O.W.

OP: Get another new SN and post under that one. Everyone may forgive you for the lies but you're never going to live it down...not for a while anyway...

Good Luck!
 
W.O.W.

OP: Get another new SN and post under that one. Everyone may forgive you for the lies but you're never going to live it down...not for a while anyway...

Good Luck!
With the way she types, she probably shouldnt waste her 6.50.
It will be very easy to tell who she is.
 
So OP was any of the threads or the stuff you posted true? Maybe you should reintroduce yourself with the truth this time. Q
 
So OP was any of the threads or the stuff you posted true? Maybe you should reintroduce yourself with the truth this time. Q

First when need to have the mods delete the other threads, before someone takes her advice.

I wonder were Nikos was, he should have been on top of the IP address thing.
 
Hey DP

You sort of remind me of one of those girls in high school who looked up to an idolized the popular girls and wanted to so so bad to fit into their clique, to be accepted. You find a way to get inside the clique and honestly don't want to intentionally hurt anyone, but compromise your own values by doing so. So, you try your scheme and yes, it works for a little while and you feel elated, validated, worthy of LHCF attention...Sooner or later one of the girls in the group starts to do her homework to find you out. Your lies get exposed and now you're the laughing stock of the entire school. You're the butt of the jokes. So what do you do? You practically beg for forgiveness not only because you really mean it but also because you still want to be accepted by the popular girls clique. In the meantime, the same girls are still arguing over whether or not you meant your apology and still allow themselves to be accusatory, not letting it go. Here's my advice to you: You apologized. That's it. ONLY YOU KNOW YOUR HEART. Not strangers whose words are at the end of the day, just a bunch or 1s and 0s. It's sounds like you know where this behavior comes from and I really hope you find your inner strength and one day come to realize that you don't need the approval or acceptance of people you'll never meet.
 
All those pictures you posted... who are those people?
This is the reason why people lock up their Fotki's. That's not right.
 
I followed the drama yesterday and Unfortunately I have come to the conclusion the OP is not the only one needing help.

There is need for help on so many levels with so many that just won't let this go....:nono:



.....Going back to lurk mode.
 
and then the outsiders with no feelings decide for themselves what those that directly involved should feel and almost insinuate the apology shouldnt even be about those that did get hurt or were affected by it all, once the apology goes out , its out in the air , everything else is sqaushed and ceases to exist for the other person(s) as though they are only being accusatory not truly struggling with their own feelings, thought and perceptions, only the one that commited the offense and has now aplogized matters, in fact the consensus is the one aplogizing didnt even have a true need to aplogize to those they hurt or offended or affected by their actions, no, the apology is only for them and about them , just like the initial actions was also only about them, they had no need to rectify another's feelings or the situation, in fact they are totaly absloved of everything once the apology is given , thus the one not fully accepting of it is once again hung out to dry, twice, by the first action and the expected but both failed and judged response to the apology, even the offender has been given time to come to the point of apology, the victim is not afforded the time to rectify their own perceptions of it in their own way

this is healthy advice that will go far in real life ..........yeah right

Now come on Iris, were you really hurt? I mean we had a lot of fun and it's not like it went on for days or months. She was exposed early on from the recipe thread. Now I admit it was shady but um yeah, I'm over it. Whether her apology is real or not, you have been vindicated and it is time to go on. Just pray for her, wish her the best, and avoid her threads. Typing all that is not going to change anyone's mind. You know, she knows, and most of us know but most importantly, God knows so that's all that matters. Q
 
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