chestnutblonde
Well-Known Member
Damn, Im confused...I wasnt on the forum yesterday and I def can't catch up...
Thank You...Nevermind.... whatever
Yes I admit DP is my another SN, I was TOO ashamed of using that DP screen name because I felt so shame about what've happened yesterday and I felt like that DP make me a bad person. I thought making another SN would clean me and start over but MAJOR wrong. I deleted the thread about mom's recipe because I dont want anyone to get hurt because of me. It was my HORRIBLE HORRIBLE mistake Id ever make like this. I admit that I love to getting attention because when I was a child I never got attention that I've always wanted. My mother has always been with different men and never quite a time with me. My dad was horribly verbal abused me and my brother. It was really isolated for me so I thought if i did making up some threads to make it funny because i love to see yall laughing that would make me feel good. But I realized that making up threads weren't funny at all. And when I make my mom sounds strange so I would feel better when you support me more than my mother because I felt so much isolations when I was little. I fell in love with LHCF because I felt like yall are my family. I am not making this thread to make yall feel sympathy. I just HOPE you would forgive me. Yes I do need some help because I dont know what comes over me about yesterday.Most of time I get jealous seeing most threads have alot of views and posts honestly I felt embarrassed about myself and way too SHAME. You guys have every right to be upset about me. I am NOT happy about myself either. I have prayed to GOD last night for my horrible sin and I felt his soul telling me to do the right thing and tell you guys the truth. I am really sorry. I hope you guys FORGIVE me. IRRESIBLE, MSA, etc I m really sorry. I am still using recipe with BT. I TOTALLY understand if you guys dont want my recipe. Please forgive my horrible mistakes. I've learned lessons in a HARD way. I thought If i called myself out would help me to leave you guys alone and would not let yall get hurt because of me. I am TRULY sorry.
I took some clippers to it Life happens lolThank You...
OT: What did you do to your hair...
What thread?
Lord, who knew the hair board had so much drama
Yesterday was my first time on the hair board in like 4 months. I shoulda stayed in OT board
What bannings?The 'have you seen this newbie thread'. Sorry I'm not a linker
OT is boring since the new round of bannings I been over here more often and I was like dang it's MUCH drama on the hair board. Whodathunkit?
It's only the internet, it will be alright!
Always be yourself and never try to impress folks who don't have a heaven or hell to put you in. Q
I know most of you are very angry with me with 100% pure sulfur or about the threads. I honestly would NEVER try to hurt people with 100% sulfur and I was trying to make people to use Bountless Tresses which is most mild one than MTG. Yes I admit DP is my another SN, I was TOO ashamed of using that DP screen name because I felt so shame about what've happened yesterday and I felt like that DP make me a bad person. I thought making another SN would clean me and start over but MAJOR wrong. I deleted the thread about mom's recipe because I dont want anyone to get hurt because of me. It was my HORRIBLE HORRIBLE mistake Id ever make like this. I admit that I love to getting attention because when I was a child I never got attention that I've always wanted. My mother has always been with different men and never quite a time with me. My dad was horribly verbal abused me and my brother. It was really isolated for me so I thought if i did making up some threads to make it funny because i love to see yall laughing that would make me feel good. But I realized that making up threads weren't funny at all. And when I make my mom sounds strange so I would feel better when you support me more than my mother because I felt so much isolations when I was little. I fell in love with LHCF because I felt like yall are my family. I am not making this thread to make yall feel sympathy. I just HOPE you would forgive me. Yes I do need some help because I dont know what comes over me about yesterday.Most of time I get jealous seeing most threads have alot of views and posts honestly I felt embarrassed about myself and way too SHAME. You guys have every right to be upset about me. I am NOT happy about myself either. I have prayed to GOD last night for my horrible sin and I felt his soul telling me to do the right thing and tell you guys the truth. I am really sorry. I hope you guys FORGIVE me. IRRESIBLE, MSA, etc I m really sorry. I am still using recipe with BT. I TOTALLY understand if you guys dont want my recipe. Please forgive my horrible mistakes. I've learned lessons in a HARD way. I thought If i called myself out would help me to leave you guys alone and would not let yall get hurt because of me. I am TRULY sorry.
I was just mad that she used pictures of her (or whoever) in weave to make it appear as if she grew her hair close to MBL in a year.
OP: I'm happy that you apologized because most people don't. But Gin was right, you also need to forgive yourself!
HHG!
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I just wanted to use ths smilie somewhere forgive me
Is she suppose to be the one laying down?
Is anyone posting in any OTHER threads?? LOL!!
Is she suppose to be the one laying down?
dlewis, I know she's glad she's not in Miss. with you right now. You'd be tearing that behind up for real!
Girl, this just is not right. Even with this whatever this is, it's still not right. I hope as another poster I can get to know her better. If she had said all this to begin with, someone could have helped her. We can a board full of women from every background, we have docs, lawyers, councilors (see there goes that bad spelling again). I know someone would have offered to help her or advised her on where she could go to get free counciling. I think I would tear that butt up.
I better not burn my food up messing with this thread.
Girl, this just is not right. Even with this whatever this is, it's still not right. I hope as another poster I can get to know her better. If she had said all this to begin with, someone could have helped her. We can a board full of women from every background, we have docs, lawyers, councilors (see there goes that bad spelling again). I know someone would have offered to help her or advised her on where she could go to get free counciling. I think I would tear that butt up.
I better not burn my food up messing with this thread.
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I just wanted to use ths smilie somewhere forgive me
unless she changes I and some others would know her under any name
Whacha cookin D ?
chicken and dumplings, cauliflower, peas and for dessert orange cinnamon rolls out the can