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GlamourJuan03
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I know most of you are very angry with me with 100% pure sulfur or about the threads. I honestly would NEVER try to hurt people with 100% sulfur and I was trying to make people to use Bountless Tresses which is most mild one than MTG. Yes I admit DP is my another SN, I was TOO ashamed of using that DP screen name because I felt so shame about what've happened yesterday and I felt like that DP make me a bad person. I thought making another SN would clean me and start over but MAJOR wrong. I deleted the thread about mom's recipe because I dont want anyone to get hurt because of me. It was my HORRIBLE HORRIBLE mistake Id ever make like this. I admit that I love to getting attention because when I was a child I never got attention that I've always wanted. My mother has always been with different men and never quite a time with me. My dad was horribly verbal abused me and my brother. It was really isolated for me so I thought if i did making up some threads to make it funny because i love to see yall laughing that would make me feel good. But I realized that making up threads weren't funny at all. And when I make my mom sounds strange so I would feel better when you support me more than my mother because I felt so much isolations when I was little. I fell in love with LHCF because I felt like yall are my family. I am not making this thread to make yall feel sympathy. I just HOPE you would forgive me. Yes I do need some help because I dont know what comes over me about yesterday.Most of time I get jealous seeing most threads have alot of views and posts honestly I felt embarrassed about myself and way too SHAME. You guys have every right to be upset about me. I am NOT happy about myself either. I have prayed to GOD last night for my horrible sin and I felt his soul telling me to do the right thing and tell you guys the truth. I am really sorry. I hope you guys FORGIVE me. IRRESIBLE, MSA, etc I m really sorry. I am still using recipe with BT. I TOTALLY understand if you guys dont want my recipe. Please forgive my horrible mistakes. I've learned lessons in a HARD way. I thought If i called myself out would help me to leave you guys alone and would not let yall get hurt because of me. I am TRULY sorry.