chebaby
Well-Known Member
ive never loved anyone like I loved this guy. no one has ever understood me like he did. anyway its a long story how and why we broke up but I didn't want to experience the pain of heart break and I didn't want to cry(I almost never show emotion) so I started working non stop so I would focus on something else.
now im starting to feel. I miss my best friend. I miss everything about him. we didn't have some big blow up or even a little blow up. but I went ghost on him because he did the worst thing anyone has ever done to me.
he stopped loving me. I hate him for that but I miss him so much. I want to call him and tell him but im afraid to let him know how I feel. I never let anyone know how I feel.
part of me is like do something different, step out and tell him everything. the other half of me is like if he doesn't give you the response you are looking for you know youre gonna go ape **** like a crazy person out of anger and hurt.
im so lost
now im starting to feel. I miss my best friend. I miss everything about him. we didn't have some big blow up or even a little blow up. but I went ghost on him because he did the worst thing anyone has ever done to me.
he stopped loving me. I hate him for that but I miss him so much. I want to call him and tell him but im afraid to let him know how I feel. I never let anyone know how I feel.
part of me is like do something different, step out and tell him everything. the other half of me is like if he doesn't give you the response you are looking for you know youre gonna go ape **** like a crazy person out of anger and hurt.
im so lost