Zeal
Well-Known Member
Please pray for me. I have a short fuse, I know it, and it seems as though I can't control it. I have prayed about it for years. I have asked God to purge it from me. I have cried about it. It makes me sad. I want my light to shine. I don't want people to look at me and say, she has an attitude. It's like no one can say anything to me without me going on the offense or being combative.
I think deep inside I may have low self-seteem and feel like people are out to get me. I really don't know what it is.
When people respond to me nasty. It makes my blood boil. When I am in a store and I get bad service or a person does ot understand what I am syaing to them, it makes my blood boil. I know that it is me and I need more patience. I have prayed for patience. But it just seems as though I am angry all of the time and I am tired of it. I just want this purged. I don't know what else to do. I have tried. I really have. I mean to com off as I do. But I come off as short.
This is not Christ like. I don't know what else to do. This is a burden to me. I just want to be more Christ Like.
I think deep inside I may have low self-seteem and feel like people are out to get me. I really don't know what it is.
When people respond to me nasty. It makes my blood boil. When I am in a store and I get bad service or a person does ot understand what I am syaing to them, it makes my blood boil. I know that it is me and I need more patience. I have prayed for patience. But it just seems as though I am angry all of the time and I am tired of it. I just want this purged. I don't know what else to do. I have tried. I really have. I mean to com off as I do. But I come off as short.
This is not Christ like. I don't know what else to do. This is a burden to me. I just want to be more Christ Like.