poeticmusiqu
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I was going through some of my old posts on here and I came across one I wrote last year titled "I'm So Stupid". Here's a sample expert from that post
"This guy has done so much damage to me it's un real and all the while i stuck with. I was there for him when he's on momma wouldn't deal with him. He's always cheated and even pulled my hair out one time.
But still like a damn fool I took him back. He kept saying that he loved and was going change and I believe him. But just recently I found out that he was with another girl that he have been talking to and he told me that he was just using me this whole time, never loved me, and that it was so easy to find other *****."
I look back and realize that him leaving me was the best thing he could have done! That relationship was not healthy at all. I was physically, emotional, and menatly abuse. I didn't love myself enough to let go.
But now I have my life back. I never though I would have seen the day where I would feel good again. This past year has been a blessing! I'm so happy that I'm rid of him because I could still be here today with the same issues.
He held me back in everyway. I thank God everyday for giving me my life back. I thank God that I only wasted a year and half on him. I thank God that I got my self respect and self love back.
For the ladies who are going through it I wrote some tips and things that helped me get through this. You can click the link below to view them.
http://myfingersarentbroken.com/archives/324
I just wanna thank the ladies on this forum. You guys were so supportive when I was going through it. And for the ladies who are now going through it know that you are not alone.
"This guy has done so much damage to me it's un real and all the while i stuck with. I was there for him when he's on momma wouldn't deal with him. He's always cheated and even pulled my hair out one time.
But still like a damn fool I took him back. He kept saying that he loved and was going change and I believe him. But just recently I found out that he was with another girl that he have been talking to and he told me that he was just using me this whole time, never loved me, and that it was so easy to find other *****."
I look back and realize that him leaving me was the best thing he could have done! That relationship was not healthy at all. I was physically, emotional, and menatly abuse. I didn't love myself enough to let go.
But now I have my life back. I never though I would have seen the day where I would feel good again. This past year has been a blessing! I'm so happy that I'm rid of him because I could still be here today with the same issues.
He held me back in everyway. I thank God everyday for giving me my life back. I thank God that I only wasted a year and half on him. I thank God that I got my self respect and self love back.
For the ladies who are going through it I wrote some tips and things that helped me get through this. You can click the link below to view them.
http://myfingersarentbroken.com/archives/324
I just wanna thank the ladies on this forum. You guys were so supportive when I was going through it. And for the ladies who are now going through it know that you are not alone.
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Your story is so inspiring. 
I went through a bad toxic relationship w/a guy also which I talked about ad nauseum here as well lol...but you're right...It's soooo much better when you're no longer attached to them! 
Continue to make great progress in your life. You deserve it. 
