O M fregkin G........I need help........PLEASE DONT JUDGE ME.......usually I would talk to my bff but.....I seriuosly need advice....someone please tell me that im not jst a Fu*ked up *****.............Okay here goes...
My bff and I havnt seen eachother in like a month....she went away to school in another state...nd I go to school in MD....neways......we planed a "date" so we can hang out since Ive been lonely without her and my boyfriend is away.....plus she wanted to introduce me to her new hunni...we all hung out nd went clubbin in DC....while at da club we were dancing, (with sum otha friends) nd her guy came nd started dancing behind me...me not thinking much of it start dancing back cause we do things like that....all out of jokes....im tipsy btw....nd next thing I know I felt something big, long, and hard......I then started feeling tingly sensations going up my spine....Needless to say I was turned on....As soon as I felt that, I moved away from him nd started doing my own thing.....It felt weird bc da whole nite I felt strange nd I saw him taking weird glances at me....I attempted to put it all behind me nd told myself that if he made any advances or gave me a reason, that I would tell my bff. The clubbin was fun nd we all ended up stayin at my place ......While I was in my room preparing for sleep I couldnt help but think about the evening, me being turned on, and how sexy nd fine he was.....to make things worst,,,I had a dream about him....nd lets just say I was riding something and it was NOT a horse.......
I kept asking myself why I was thiinkin about him and how much of a grimmey ***** I was.....but I couldnt help my feelings.....I have never been in this situation b4 and da whole thing seems strange......I feel like AKeys.......but thats not me........This is my BFF since 8th grade (were 22 now) I love her to death....I completly trust her.....I know that I wont act on my feelings (cause I love her tooo much) but I feel like a dirty nasty slut for even entertaining the idea.......
so my question to u LHCF ladies is have u eva been in a similar situation????.....how did u handle it?.....ne advice on what I should do?
PLEASE HELP......
My bff and I havnt seen eachother in like a month....she went away to school in another state...nd I go to school in MD....neways......we planed a "date" so we can hang out since Ive been lonely without her and my boyfriend is away.....plus she wanted to introduce me to her new hunni...we all hung out nd went clubbin in DC....while at da club we were dancing, (with sum otha friends) nd her guy came nd started dancing behind me...me not thinking much of it start dancing back cause we do things like that....all out of jokes....im tipsy btw....nd next thing I know I felt something big, long, and hard......I then started feeling tingly sensations going up my spine....Needless to say I was turned on....As soon as I felt that, I moved away from him nd started doing my own thing.....It felt weird bc da whole nite I felt strange nd I saw him taking weird glances at me....I attempted to put it all behind me nd told myself that if he made any advances or gave me a reason, that I would tell my bff. The clubbin was fun nd we all ended up stayin at my place ......While I was in my room preparing for sleep I couldnt help but think about the evening, me being turned on, and how sexy nd fine he was.....to make things worst,,,I had a dream about him....nd lets just say I was riding something and it was NOT a horse.......
I kept asking myself why I was thiinkin about him and how much of a grimmey ***** I was.....but I couldnt help my feelings.....I have never been in this situation b4 and da whole thing seems strange......I feel like AKeys.......but thats not me........This is my BFF since 8th grade (were 22 now) I love her to death....I completly trust her.....I know that I wont act on my feelings (cause I love her tooo much) but I feel like a dirty nasty slut for even entertaining the idea.......
so my question to u LHCF ladies is have u eva been in a similar situation????.....how did u handle it?.....ne advice on what I should do?
PLEASE HELP......