But sometimes the best laid plans don't always work. We never thought SS would want to live with us, particularly b/c of his strongly expressed dislike of both of us. DH didn't even have visitation when we got married - he was still battling charges of being an unfit parent so why would we think that less than two years later, our home would be the ideal place for SS?
Because a caution flag should be thrown for any woman considering marriage to a man dealing with this situation. I'm not telling you becuase you're already 619.32 miles down the road... I'm telling the you that you were when you were about to marry into this.
A man who has not resolved the issues of parenting his child by another woman IS NOT MARRIAGE MATERIAL.
Before you married him you knew that he didn't have visitation... and was still battling charges...
And you STILL MARRIED HIM. That speaks volumes towards your views about him and his relationship with his children.
If your husband had acted as a FATHER FIRST, he would have stepped back and dealt with his situation with his son before taking on you and your children.
And you should have known better than to bring ALL of this drama into your life, let alone the lives of your children. They've already been through a crisis that brings adults to their knees... and THEN you decide to make them deal with an emotionally detached step-father and a psychotic step-brother.
And your mothering technique is better than hers????
So it distresses me that I am not able to do it in this situation.
You can't fix every child in the world. Especially when the parents in the situation refuse to. And extra-especially when you have minor children of your own in the equation.
I do see SS being used as a pawn between his parents and I've pointed that out to DH. He tells SS what he should be telling the ex and they keep him in the middle like a tennis ball and SS was always a willing participant. SD isn't. I guess he figured negative attention is better than none at all.
Willing participant? Are you serious? A minor child is a "willing participant" in the failures of his parents?
V... you are testing my sympathy here. To be a willing participant, you have to have choice.
You had the choice to look at the situation of your guy's life and decide to take it on.
His mother had the choice to use her child as a weapon to hurt his father.
His father had a choice to decide to PARENT HIS CHILDREN over dumping them on the crazy woman he decided to create them with in favor of the new woman with the better lifestyle.
And this boy has enjoyed choice exactly where????
He didn't decide anything in this equation. Didn't decide to have a dad who'd rather go create a life over there with you and your kids. Didn't decide to have his mother take her issues out on him. Didn't decide to swallow pain in order placate the adults like his sister may be doing.
Yes negative attention is better than no attention. Most children play that card. It tends to be their only resource when the adults in their lives are making selfish decisions.
I don't excuse DH's role in this at all and I actually encouraged him to make a decision one way or the other about SS so the boy would not be in limbo. I didn't think it was fair for DH to keep leading him on but not really giving him a straight answer. That's cruel imo. But and this is a big but, I don't see it as my role to handle this and to take on the solo role of parenting him when he has two, though highly dysfunctional parents, available.
You didn't think it was fair?? Would you let someone treat YOUR children this way?
And BULLSHYT that you aren't excusing "DH's" role in this. You MARRIED HIM knowing his ideas about how to parent....
From your statements alone:
- He is ok with letting someone abuse his child.
- He is not willing to embrace your children in an active parenting role.
- He expects other folks - first his ex-wife and then YOU - to "deal with" the mess he helped create because he prefers to go off and be a hero to strangers.
- So...Strangers are more important than family.
And you looked at him and this situation and decided he was A-#1 Marriage Material. That your children would benefit from his being a part of their lives??
What are you teaching your children about marriage and the decisions that have to be made before speaking vows?
The ex is basically irrelevant and I have relegated her to that role. I mentioned things she has said and done in the past to give draw a picture of the petty lunatic she is. So you would have an inkling as to why I would not want to willingly open up the doors of communication with her.
Well here's the thing. She's his mother. Part of his behavior is based on the fact that when he causes you drama and stress... his relationship with his mother runs smoother.
I agree that DH should stand up for the sake of his son and that is why I'm willing to separate and not saying , "Well, if you leave, that's it". He needs to be there for him and I understand that but I have to do what I need to do as well. It's a stalemate.
If you agree then act on it. Is your marriage worth more than the well being of this child?
He needs more than you are capable of providing at this point. Your children don't deserve to have to deal with the decisions of the adults who refuse to handle this boy in a healthy manner.
I perfectly understand why SS would want to live here. I have grown mean tell me, I wish you had been my mom - your kids are so lucky! I'm here all the time, his mom works night (with 2 minor children - it makes no sense to me ) and sleeps all day so she is never really available to him. We are the intact family he is looking for and I understand that. I would be outraged that my father had gone on to a better life w/o me too. I got all of that. I just can't give it to him.
On one hand, its your responsibility to give it to him because you took him on when you took on his father.
On the other hand, it isn't your resposibility to do more than his own parents are willing to.
But I BEG YOU TO
STOP STOP STOP!!! listing his mother's failures in comparison to your own supposed accomplishments.
SO WHAT that you have grown men wishing you were their mom?
SO WHAT that your schedule allows you more time with your kids than she enjoys with hers?
Your arrogance is insulting. And telling.
You could poof into the modern version of June Cleaver and you still couldn't compensate for the issues in his relationship with his mother AND FATHER.
The same critiques and faults you lay in his mother's lap can be directed at your husband. He is their father. Why isn't he there when their mom has to work extra hours at the expense of time with THEIR children?
Why doesn't he fight to be with his kids as much as he'd fight to save a stranger?
I have battled to help my kids get over the grief of losing their father and tried hard to create a sense of normalcy in their lives.
What's normal? Your kids have lost their father. So have his. The basic differece is that his children's father is still alive but has decided not to be a part of their lives. There's trauma and then there's TRAUMA.
I was cautious and even reluctant about bring DH in b/c I didn't want to throw things off balance. Creating this balance and making sure they are ok takes a lot out of me and I don't feel as though I have any more left to deal with SS and his problems.
I don't think this is your burden to carry at all. You shouldn't have taken this on and placed this on your children's shoulders.
But that was your choice.
Your H shouldn't have shrugged off his responsibility towards his children, shrugged and "hoped" it would get better. He knew what he was bringing into your life and you knew what you were taking on.
And that was his choice.
Military school might work but I can't see either of them paying for it. I know, it's sad.
It's more tragic actually. And if they can't afford or are unwillingy to pay for someone to do what they refuse to - then I agree that its not on you to pick up the slack.
In terms of who's responsible for what... your children take priorty in your life just as his are supposed to take priority in his.