chronicity
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I'm hesitant to post this but it's been weighing on my mind the last 24 hours and I need to read your opinions.
I've been seeing my boyfriend since September. He's really a wonderful guy in pretty much every way imaginable. Highly educated with an impressive career, and goal-oriented. Generous with his time and money, and dedicated to his family. Our values are in sync and we have very similar beliefs. We can talk about everything. I have no reservations regarding his ability to fit into myself life and vice versa. We laugh often. Mentally and emotionally we have bonded. I'm content when I'm with him.
The problem is that our sexual chemistry is minimal. Lust is lacking.
We have sex together frequently and it's great. But I don't find myself hungering for his body like I'm used to doing with my previous lovers. His presence is welcomed and I enjoy the time we spend together, but I don't miss him intensely when we're apart. The butterflies and excitement aren't there. I'm worried that these subdued feelings means we don't have what it takes to make the distance together happily.
In terms of character traits, he's the best man that I've ever been involved with. To say he treats me like royalty would kind of be an understatement. He really is that great. I'm 36 and he's 42 (neither of us have kids or have ever been married), so we don't have all the time in the world to find ourselves.
I don't want to abandon this relationship. Being with him is far better than being alone, and that's saying a lot, because being alone has always had its perks for me. He is a plus in my life and I don't take this for granted. I guess what I'm looking for is assurance that all is not lost, that a relationship can be successful even if it's not fueled by mutual lustful feelings. (I have the tendency to overanalyze and stress over small things; it's quite possible I'm going through this now.)
I've been seeing my boyfriend since September. He's really a wonderful guy in pretty much every way imaginable. Highly educated with an impressive career, and goal-oriented. Generous with his time and money, and dedicated to his family. Our values are in sync and we have very similar beliefs. We can talk about everything. I have no reservations regarding his ability to fit into myself life and vice versa. We laugh often. Mentally and emotionally we have bonded. I'm content when I'm with him.
The problem is that our sexual chemistry is minimal. Lust is lacking.
We have sex together frequently and it's great. But I don't find myself hungering for his body like I'm used to doing with my previous lovers. His presence is welcomed and I enjoy the time we spend together, but I don't miss him intensely when we're apart. The butterflies and excitement aren't there. I'm worried that these subdued feelings means we don't have what it takes to make the distance together happily.
In terms of character traits, he's the best man that I've ever been involved with. To say he treats me like royalty would kind of be an understatement. He really is that great. I'm 36 and he's 42 (neither of us have kids or have ever been married), so we don't have all the time in the world to find ourselves.
I don't want to abandon this relationship. Being with him is far better than being alone, and that's saying a lot, because being alone has always had its perks for me. He is a plus in my life and I don't take this for granted. I guess what I'm looking for is assurance that all is not lost, that a relationship can be successful even if it's not fueled by mutual lustful feelings. (I have the tendency to overanalyze and stress over small things; it's quite possible I'm going through this now.)