Iammoney
Wealth magnet
I got to thinking last night am I really ready for marriage and all that it entails including the good bad and the ugly ?
I have no idea what's it like to be married ? None what so ever. How can I ask God for something that I know nothing about or even know how to handle. My parents were divorced shortly after I was born and I only know(i think) of one happy marriage. Everyone I know is either struggling with their marriage or just dealing with marriage for the sake of.
I would like to get married but what happens when the cake is gone. I was so caught up in the whole wedding and falling in love and having companionship that I just think that everything will fall into place. Marriage is not like that. It takes thought and preparation because anybody can have a wedding but not everybody can have a marriage. I am just being honest. I have been in love but it was never reciprocated. I dont know what is for a man to love me. My own father didnt even love me so its like I dont know.... I'm so used to giving and not receiving. Honestly I dont know how to receive I'm so complex and picky.
I have no idea what's it like to be married ? None what so ever. How can I ask God for something that I know nothing about or even know how to handle. My parents were divorced shortly after I was born and I only know(i think) of one happy marriage. Everyone I know is either struggling with their marriage or just dealing with marriage for the sake of.
I would like to get married but what happens when the cake is gone. I was so caught up in the whole wedding and falling in love and having companionship that I just think that everything will fall into place. Marriage is not like that. It takes thought and preparation because anybody can have a wedding but not everybody can have a marriage. I am just being honest. I have been in love but it was never reciprocated. I dont know what is for a man to love me. My own father didnt even love me so its like I dont know.... I'm so used to giving and not receiving. Honestly I dont know how to receive I'm so complex and picky.
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