You baad girl.
(But I know what you mean).
The thing with me is, for the past three years, each time I 've gone out with a guy,
I've been underwhelmed. No, they're not necessarily rude or stupid or lazy or players or whatever, there is just no connection. I don't warm to them. It's getting draining.
Is it so hard to meet a guy that *I* find physically attractive (and believe me, I don't need some model - none of my past boyfriends have been classically handsome),
plus we connect intellectually and emotionally? With all the men that there are in the world? I'm not asking to be head over heels with someone on the first date (my best relationship, on the first date I knew I liked him a lot, but didn't know if I would ever be into him sexually. But at least I knew all the basics were there.)
I really can't be bothered. The last date I went on - earlier this week, was because the guy has been trying and talking my ear off for some time now. I decided to give him a chance. I was pleasant enough on the date, made sure to have a good time, but no, I don't want to see him again, although he's in full chase mode. I can't be bothered. How many more of these do I have to do - sitting through dinner with a guy I'm lukewarm about? Telling him about myself, asking about him... blah blah blah.
I know I want another caring relationship *eventually* (I think
). Can we just skip the dating part?