No, I mean that I haven't been wearing it DOWN and natural, so I've been wearing it natural, but it's been in a wet bun, so when I take it down to wash it again, it is all misshapen and horrible lookingawesome growth/retention!! ..when you say you haven't been wearing it in its natural state, do you mean that you blowdry your hair, if so, how often?
I BC'ed in April 2008 after a 17 month transition.
My hair today ( I could not be more pleased with my progress)