MonaLisa
Well-Known Member
by a hair product??
When that new joint you tried out for the first time...made you feel good....then you thought...maybe it was just a one time thing....
then you got hit off again....and it was good...
and it made you go
then you start thinkin....dang, I don't want to let this go...what am I gonna do?
Next thing you know, you're feeling like you'd do this...
to make sure you kept that feeling going...
Right now, I'm feeling a little confused...not understanding what has happened between me and Aveda...
I feel like I'm betraying my beloved NTM....I have had it laying on the side for weeks now... I can feel it looking at me in the shower...
*it knows..*
I mean, when I found WRTC 4 years ago...I knew the feeling...and I wasn't ever, ever, trying to let that boo go...
Then I found Phytorelaxer almost 3 years ago...and I was like, Yup..you da one boo...you hold me down & I got'chu...
Same for NTM.....
but something has happened this year...I'm a straight up cheater..
I mean...the Pantene BD mask....really did something for me...
but the AVEDA...I'm thinking..maybe my hair likes plant based products...that must be it...
the first time with the DR....I felt...this was a fluke...the instant difference I saw and felt...
then, I said...I'm gonna get broke off one mo again...and I
did a conditioner sandwich with the DR and the Brilliant followed up with some Light Elements serum...
and again...I saw and felt the difference...
now I'm feeling like...how...am I gonna...support this ****?!
I don't think I can let it go now...but I'm thinking if it betrays me...
I can always come back to NTM.....but it may not have me back for being a product junky sluttina...
I just needed to get that out.....I know there are others out there
...those that have been turned out :sandm: and didn't even realize what happened..
don't be ashamed....come on out ...
Share..

When that new joint you tried out for the first time...made you feel good....then you thought...maybe it was just a one time thing....
then you got hit off again....and it was good...
and it made you go

then you start thinkin....dang, I don't want to let this go...what am I gonna do?
Next thing you know, you're feeling like you'd do this...

to make sure you kept that feeling going...
Right now, I'm feeling a little confused...not understanding what has happened between me and Aveda...
I feel like I'm betraying my beloved NTM....I have had it laying on the side for weeks now... I can feel it looking at me in the shower...
*it knows..*
I mean, when I found WRTC 4 years ago...I knew the feeling...and I wasn't ever, ever, trying to let that boo go...
Then I found Phytorelaxer almost 3 years ago...and I was like, Yup..you da one boo...you hold me down & I got'chu...
Same for NTM.....
but something has happened this year...I'm a straight up cheater..

I mean...the Pantene BD mask....really did something for me...
but the AVEDA...I'm thinking..maybe my hair likes plant based products...that must be it...
the first time with the DR....I felt...this was a fluke...the instant difference I saw and felt...
then, I said...I'm gonna get broke off one mo again...and I
did a conditioner sandwich with the DR and the Brilliant followed up with some Light Elements serum...
and again...I saw and felt the difference...
now I'm feeling like...how...am I gonna...support this ****?!
I don't think I can let it go now...but I'm thinking if it betrays me...
I can always come back to NTM.....but it may not have me back for being a product junky sluttina...
I just needed to get that out.....I know there are others out there
...those that have been turned out :sandm: and didn't even realize what happened..
don't be ashamed....come on out ...
Share..
