I've not read the replies but here's mine. More of a tale actually, albeit chopped up for timesake.
When I first met my husband he was very much evolved in a relationship. I was crushed, jealous and in pain from watching them together because for me, it had been love at first sight. I died inside when I saw them walking hand in hand. I met her and instantly knew she disliked me. Still I am not the type nor will I ever be to be the other woman or try to break a couple up so I can squeeze in. My thoughts were, if it was meant to be then it will be. We were friends. Good friends. We hung out every day. His girlfriend was very aloof and stuck up and had more interest in her clique and he began to realize she was only with him because he was one of the half a hand full of White guys at the school (she was Korean). She never wanted to do the things he enjoyed but always wanted to make sure they were seen at school together. When he and his girlfriend started having problems he would tell me about it. We worked together (at Burger King, lol...This WAS high school...) As much as it was a bitter pill I gave him pep talks and ideas on how to make it work between them but I hated her because she treated him like crap. Eventually they broke up. Yeah, I was ecstatic. He was so hurt by the whole experience that during one of our talks he told me that he was done with relationships for a long while and wished all girls could be like me. I was like "Yeah...I'm done with relationships too!" We continued being just good friends for a couple more months. I never pressed. Never asked for more and we had a ball together. so much so that we were together almost every day and he would come to my house and get me every single weekend to spend the day with him and his friends. Then one day, while over another friends house a friend of his who, at the time he considered his best friend, pulled me aside and read me the riot act for taking up his buddy's thoughts. This "friend" told me he thought I should not come around any more because he could see that John (hubby) was really in to me and he did not like where it was leading after his bad relationship, not to mention my being black would cause problems in his household. I was shocked and hurt. So hurt I was ready to leave right then but didn't want to cause a scene so I just sat in a corner wanting to die. John noticed how down I was and forced me to tell him what happened and went livid. He immediately went to his friend and told him off big time, threatened to stop being friends with him and made him apologize. A few weeks after that on Valentines Day I was at home feeling all boo-hoo'ish because I was alone and suddenly there was John grinning at me saying he had something he wanted to show me. Took me to a makeout/lookout and we talked for hours and watched the sunset. Next thing I knew we were kissing and confessing our feelings...Rest is history.
I really thought I was going to end up being one of those girls who has the best friend they're secretly in love with-gotta be in the wedding, types but some how, things worked out. And I didn't have to disrupt anything.
. He got upset and told me that he wished that I would've been more clear about my feelings because then maybe he wouldn't have married his wife.
After that, I stopped talking to him. It just seemed like his saying that was crossing a line. Maybe I was to blame too. Perhaps I should've kept my mouth shut. But nothing happened though.
If I wasn't attached and the person that I was interested in was just dating someone, then yes. If they are engaged or married, no.
Although, I spoke to an old boyfriend about a year ago. He is married and so am I. I told him that I felt more deeply for him back then than he knew. Not that I was looking to leave my relationship or looking for him to leave his...I was just talking about the past. He got upset and told me that he wished that I would've been more clear about my feelings because then maybe he wouldn't have married his wife.
After that, I stopped talking to him. It just seemed like his saying that was crossing a line. Maybe I was to blame too. Perhaps I should've kept my mouth shut. But nothing happened though.
Well, actually way more was said by him...VERY innaproprite. A line was definitely crossed.
He has never been totally happy with her. He told me back then, that he knew he was going to marry her because they'd been together for a number of years and she and their families expected it. He was too afraid not to go along with the plan.
Anyway, he went into his marriage because he felt pressure. That's his problem. I'm not going to ruin my marriage (which is basically, what he litterally had the nerve to expect from me) because he isn't happy with his life.
I knew something was going on in his relationship for him to act like that. Some men act like that and nothing is wrong with their spouses. But in his case it was different. Yea I wouldn't expect you to leave you husband over him or even consider it. Being that he didn't leave his GF back then.
My situation to the T! I would never disrupt a happy relationship but this was a very special case with a lot of misunderstandings that needed to be cleared up.Or have you in the past?-Yes I've done it in the past before.
So, if you had strong feelings for someone would you tell them even if they were in a relationship?-When I did it in the past it wasn't simply because I had "strong feelings" for the guy. When I chose to confess to my guy friend how I felt even though he had a gf (she wasn't his fiancee or his wife at the time) it was because there had been 3 years of misunderstandings, heartbreak, bad communication, and drama between us, and I just wanted to CLEAR the AIR and finally get my feelings for him off of my chest. In fact, I didn't approach my guy friend with the intent to "confess" to him. He dragged it out of me because he had already heard through the grapevine that I liked him. So....when he asked me point blank, I felt that it was just better to tell him the truth instead of lie about it. Plus, he had started treating me badly because he thought I was treating him a certain way on purpose, and so in a way I kind of had to basically "confess" to him the reason for my actions. So in my case (which was a very *special case*...I most likely wouldn't do something like this again) it was more like he dug it out of me, but I had orginally approached him trying to make peace or get all the cards on the table as opposed to wishing and hoping for "one last shot" with him.
I had no intention of breaking him and his gf apart, but in order to move on I really needed to clear the air so that I wouldn't hold any resentment in my heart, and when I confessed to him how I felt (regardless of what his feelings were for me) it was only so that I could clear the misconceptionss he had about me, and to finally just see where he stood on the matter. It helped me to move on.
Would it make a difference if you had a past already?-Well, like I said, I wouldn't do this again, but when I did do it in the past that one time I guess I did it because there had been some type of "past" between us for years.
Would it depend on the strength of the feelings?-When I did it, it wasn't really the strength of my feelings that urged me to do it (because honestly I was really going to just let him date, propose, and marry that girl while keeping silent) but more so the fact that I felt like I needed to CLEAR the air and clear my name. Like I said, HE was the one who had heard that I liked him and HE asked ME and kind of dragged the confession out of me. I didn't approach him to confess, it was more like he already kind of knew and wanted to hear my say it I guess.
Would you do it even if you didn't expect anything in return?-When I did it I had no intention of breaking them up, and I didn't expect anything in return. I just wanted peace. That's honestly all I wanted.
If you would, where would you draw the line?-As I mentioned above, I wouldn't do something like this again. I mean, it wasn't like I was the one urging the "Confession", but it was more so that I was trying to clear everything up and finish any business. I felt like there was a lot of unfinished business between us and it didn't feel right. But again, that was a very SPECIAL case. I wouldn't do this again. I'd just let things happen like they're supposed to happen. lol
Has someone expressed feelings for you while you were in a relationship? How'd you feel about it?-No this has never happened to me, but I have had guys all of a sudden show more interest in me after I've started dating someone. I'm always a little suspicious of those types of occurences because if you didn't like me before, why all of a sudden do you like me?