i want to get over him so bad. i guess its true when they say you never get over your first. i think he knew he had me the minute i gave him my virginity. he had me wrapped around his finger ever since.
and i date other people its not like i sit at home praying that he calls. its just that i always dream about him, or run into him or his friends. like hes always there.the world is such a small place.
speaking of memories, this reminds me how I've been known to leave people in the middle of the night while they were sleeping and would never talk to them ever again. Gettin me to explain myself either never happens or takes YEARS. I'm queen MIA. I will say I'm coming & mean to but "things would happen" and I'd never show and wouldnt cal to say I wasn't because I felt bad or ashamed....
I remember one time I was madly infatuated with my ex-gf and I made her leave her gf for me, then the entire time I had no intent of being with her and was dating other people. Anyway, one time she took me on vacation, I didnt like the experience so I waited until she was asleep and caught a flight home in the middle of the night. I deleted her from everything and still havent discussed it since. She wanted to go out to dinner one day a year and half or so later but I never showed
i want to get over him so bad. i guess its true when they say you never get over your first. i think he knew he had me the minute i gave him my virginity. he had me wrapped around his finger ever since.
and i date other people its not like i sit at home praying that he calls. its just that i always dream about him, or run into him or his friends. like hes always there.
Sometimes it helps to think, "I really thought this person was X, but I must have made a mistake. He's really Y." And then view that person accordingly. Whatever bad that happened, it was a mistake. It doesn't have to be a huge emotional thing...it was a mistake, just a mistaken judgment call. It happens and it's OK.
I'm sorry but
I promise I'm not judging you, but WHY DO PEOPLE DO THIS ISH?
What's your sign btw?
I had an ex tried that disappearing ish on me. He was a Cancer. Its so infuriating. It made me so angry at the time.
Looking back, I can see why he did it. Sometimes that's the only way you can end things. I tend to be very consuming, and its probably the only way he figure he could get rid of me. I used to get consumed too, I've had a couple of those crazy relationships like in the OP, but never again. I've learned to keep my distance in relationships and avoid relationships with people who are too similar to me.
Sometimes I miss the passion though.
Like what was I thinking?! Which would be the answer, I don't know why I did it at the time and don't remember details really, it was simply a matter of impulse. That's what I felt like doing at the time based on what was happening, so I did it. I was upset, so I was like '**** you. I'm leaving. You figure it out.' 
Then usually, I'm over it so I get over it very quickly and K.I.M.
when I look back on situations like this I find them quite hilarious.
It's just a passive-aggressive way of handling things. I can be avoidant and don't like confrontation in my personal relationships so instead of breaking up I usually just disappear or do something really messed up to get someone else to break up with me so I don't have to do it
I'm a Pisces btw. According to my horoscope I embody all the major characteristics of my sign.
And its not all their fault. I can admit to being a part of the problem. 
I'm sorry but
I promise I'm not judging you, but WHY DO PEOPLE DO THIS ISH?
What's your sign btw?
I had an ex tried that disappearing ish on me. He was a Cancer. Its so infuriating. It made me so angry at the time.
Looking back, I can see why he did it. Sometimes that's the only way you can end things. I tend to be very consuming, and its probably the only way he figure he could get rid of me. I used to get consumed too, I've had a couple of those crazy relationships like in the OP, but never again. I've learned to keep my distance in relationships and avoid relationships with people who are too similar to me.
Sometimes I miss the passion though.
I want my next relationship to be BORING as hayle!!!!!
I don't.
LOL that's exactly how I felt! I had the boring relationship of my dreams for about two years. It was nice! Then I started to feel the itch. I had to leave.
*scratches neck*
@tinkat thank you so much, it means a lot to me to hear that
I also know people like the ones you described. I'm related to quite a few, however, I'm always mindful that it's not necessarily always ONE person. Sometimes everyone in the situation needs to make changes. Takes two to tango. It's funny that people love LOA and the Secret, yet sometimes in their relationships they forget that like usually attracts like......hurt people, hurt people and attract other hurt people, IME.....
As applied to myself, Of course I still have a lot of things to fix and I struggle with my temperament and things like empathetic listening & awareness I frequently feel that I'm backsliding because I'm such a reactive person but I really do try my best to be mindful on a daily basis. I try not to be a blaming person and try to take responsibility for my life and many of the things that happen in it. That said, I want to get married and have children (possibly lol) some day, if I don't make changes now or other innocent people will be paying for it later. I don't want that at all.....
@tinkat thank you so much, it means a lot to me to hear that
I also know people like the ones you described. I'm related to quite a few, however, I'm always mindful that it's not necessarily always ONE person. Sometimes everyone in the situation needs to make changes. Takes two to tango. It's funny that people love LOA and the Secret, yet sometimes in their relationships they forget that like usually attracts like......hurt people, hurt people and attract other hurt people, IME.....
