runwaydream
Well-Known Member
So I'm watching Rhianna's new video for the first time. And I've completely worn out the replay button. The reason why I'm so obsessed with this video is because it is almost exactly like my first relationship, sans excessive drug use. He was a beautiful starving artist and me and him lived together in his apt with his roommate but basically just stayed in his tiny room, we did everything together, went everywhere together, was completely and totally infatuated with each other and lived only for one another. Our relationship was incredibly intense, passionate, possessive, obsessive... it was beautiful. Beautiful and toxic in the worst and best way possible. We had no money but that seemed to add to the beauty and passion of it all. Our fights were scary, sometimes physical but our make ups were magical and incredibly physical, lol.
Looking back it was something that had to end eventually. We couldn't go on like that forever, but losing him made me want to die. He was that much a part of me. It took me 3 years to get over. During the time when I was trying to move on, I wished I never met him, being without him just hurt too much. But now, looking back, I wouldn't change a thing and I'm so glad it happened. I have so many good memories from it.
Watching the video got me wondering about everyone else on here. Has anyone ever had a relationship as intense and as passionate as the one Rhianna had in her video? If so, tells us about it. And are you still in this relationship? How did it end? Would you ever want a relationship like that again? I know I probably wouldn't want one as intense as the one I was in, idt something like that can last in the long run. But I do miss the "we live only for each other, no one else matters" crazy in love/lust/like/infatuation relationship. The video made me nostalgic. Looking forward to the responses.
Here's a link to the video if you haven't seen it: http://www.whosay.com/rihanna/videos/81494
Looking back it was something that had to end eventually. We couldn't go on like that forever, but losing him made me want to die. He was that much a part of me. It took me 3 years to get over. During the time when I was trying to move on, I wished I never met him, being without him just hurt too much. But now, looking back, I wouldn't change a thing and I'm so glad it happened. I have so many good memories from it.
Watching the video got me wondering about everyone else on here. Has anyone ever had a relationship as intense and as passionate as the one Rhianna had in her video? If so, tells us about it. And are you still in this relationship? How did it end? Would you ever want a relationship like that again? I know I probably wouldn't want one as intense as the one I was in, idt something like that can last in the long run. But I do miss the "we live only for each other, no one else matters" crazy in love/lust/like/infatuation relationship. The video made me nostalgic. Looking forward to the responses.
Here's a link to the video if you haven't seen it: http://www.whosay.com/rihanna/videos/81494
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why'd you break it off?
uh uh girl. Stop right there 
i KNOOOO!!! idk wth is happening to me. i think what it is, is that for 3 years i've held onto that anger and now i'm no longer angry. And bc i'm not angry anymore, it's easy to forget how badly he hurt me and that there was as much bad as there was good. but it's kind of like how the video says. "you almost wish you could have all that bad stuff back, so that you can have the good." Lawd have mercy, what am I saying? 
erplexed I cut all ties and we no longer communicate in any shape or form, which is for the best. 
I used to wish we could remain friends but I know it just wasn't possible. There was no grey between us, only black or white - it is or it isn't. And it isn't. 
