Impresaria
I'm your huckleberry.
Sigh....
I do not even know where to begin. Waves of loneliness hit me today and I damn near had an anxiety attack. I work from home, so 99% of the time I am alone after I drop the kids off. Today, I was walking down my stairs and I was just paralyzed and burst into tears. I didn't stop crying for probably about 30 minutes. And when I stopped crying I mourned the loss of my life and marriage for the 17 years that we have been together. I don't know what it's like to be alone like this. Even when we were apart, doing our separate tours in Iraq, I never felt alone I knew that I "had" a husband. Now I am feeling the effects of what "divorce" really means. Wow. I wasn't prepared.
I do not even know where to begin. Waves of loneliness hit me today and I damn near had an anxiety attack. I work from home, so 99% of the time I am alone after I drop the kids off. Today, I was walking down my stairs and I was just paralyzed and burst into tears. I didn't stop crying for probably about 30 minutes. And when I stopped crying I mourned the loss of my life and marriage for the 17 years that we have been together. I don't know what it's like to be alone like this. Even when we were apart, doing our separate tours in Iraq, I never felt alone I knew that I "had" a husband. Now I am feeling the effects of what "divorce" really means. Wow. I wasn't prepared.