sheedahp
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Ive attempted to end this 5 yr long relationship several times this year but the seperations didnt last. I finally ended it about a month ago for good. I asked him why when I told him how I felt that this relationship is at a standstill and I wasnt happy all he could say is, "well what do you want to do", his response was....
I truly understand how you feel and appreciate your patience over the years. Unfortunately, I have grown weary of the roller coaster associated with this relationship. One minute your fine with our relationship, the next your wanting time to rethink the relationship. If you recall correctly, I said, "if you decide to walk away from our relationship in the future, it would have a lasting effect." I meant every word and it is my intention to stand strong behind those words. You may question my love or unwillingness to fight at this point. You may say that I just don't care but deep within you know this is far from the truth.. One thing you mentioned that is of truth is I've allowed my past experiences to form a barricade around my heart. I feel this is an issue for me and there's no need in me allowing my barrier to become another's obstacle. You are a wonderful woman, this I never question. The time has come for you to be wonderful for someone more deserving. You made your decision weeks ago and reaffirmed it with a recent email dated . Therefore, my response is only an extension of what you already feel and shouldn't be taken negatively. We have our friendship and I'm sure that will continue but anything beyond friendship is a lost cause at this point. Love always,
Boy do I feel like s**t!!
I truly understand how you feel and appreciate your patience over the years. Unfortunately, I have grown weary of the roller coaster associated with this relationship. One minute your fine with our relationship, the next your wanting time to rethink the relationship. If you recall correctly, I said, "if you decide to walk away from our relationship in the future, it would have a lasting effect." I meant every word and it is my intention to stand strong behind those words. You may question my love or unwillingness to fight at this point. You may say that I just don't care but deep within you know this is far from the truth.. One thing you mentioned that is of truth is I've allowed my past experiences to form a barricade around my heart. I feel this is an issue for me and there's no need in me allowing my barrier to become another's obstacle. You are a wonderful woman, this I never question. The time has come for you to be wonderful for someone more deserving. You made your decision weeks ago and reaffirmed it with a recent email dated . Therefore, my response is only an extension of what you already feel and shouldn't be taken negatively. We have our friendship and I'm sure that will continue but anything beyond friendship is a lost cause at this point. Love always,
Boy do I feel like s**t!!