Precious Loves ---- and this I embrace upon
each and everyone of you...
"Thank You" --- with all of my heart, thank you.
Everything is a 'blurr' right now. The Reality is beginning to settle in and I have to realize that this is not dream, it's real. Even though I knew this coming, I have to let her go. I'm not ready to do this. Not ready. Not today.
Not today. Maybe tomorrow, but not today.
When we left her in the hospital room, she was in a soft and peaceful sleep, so gentle, so warm. Even though at that time she had passed away, this is how I 'feel' her right now, just lying in the bed, soft and peaceful, sleep. She had no pain or trauma; the doctors were so gentle with her and with us. So just for today, she's asleep. I can't step into the Reality threshhold yet. Not today.
I'm having 'moments' when I'm 'up' and then 'down'.
But I'm not out, for I was able to select a beautiful Gown for my mom... it's a 40's style, with elegance and grace. It drapes all the way to her feet with a satin border. And of course it looks like a
Dancing Gown, Ginger Rogers style. I going to get a pair of satin slippers to match.
For a certainity, God has blessed me with a beautiful reality from each and everyone of 'you' who are real to me and I love you, each of you, 'all'.
Ladies, you're each a class act,
each one of you, individually and collectively, a class act each of you are. Your love and prayers mean more than you will ever know.
:Rose: