SimpleKomplexity
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I needs yalls help. I'm really torn. Couldn't sleep at all last night. Just woke up after going to sleep at 9.
Mr. Perfect? Found his wallet and took me out yesterday. He took me to the mall, out to eat, and to the park. Bought me some clothes (after I begged him not to), took me to a nice restaurant and he told me he just loves spending time with me. I tried to deter the situation and told him there are a million girls in Jackson, he could take his pick. Why is he spending so much time with me. He told me he could get his pick, but he's not in a relationship because he will wait forever for me. I went from this .........erplexed......to this .
He telling me that he feels like I'm very close to him, but I push him away. He'll stop hearing from me for 2-3 days or whatever, and when he asks me will I be in a relationship with him I never give him an answer. I told him that you can't get what you want the first go around. He told me where here is the second. He took off his necklace (it's t his lil cross necklace) and asked me this is the second time so let me get it right. He counted "1, Will you marry me" I quickly replied heck no!! Then he told me he was playing but he is not playing about number 2. He said "2, will you be my girlfriend." So I sat there stunned for a little while....I told him yes.
Now Mr. I can't Committ is crying. Background info I went over Mr. I can't Committ's house.... (I'm sorry LHCF). We got to arguin in front of his parents. They asked me why I wasn't around as much. I told him I hated how he treats me. They asked what he does. He claimed I do the same things to him and when he finally realized that he's ready to be in a relationship he sees that all my focus has been turned to this "crispity crunchy man" that I talk to now. He says he could never compete with him. He's always buying her stuff and Mr. I Can't Committ can't. When it was time for me to leave....he didn't want to let me out. He detered me 30 minutes while he arguin quietly in the back of my car.He told me he loved me, but he knew how things were playing out I would be in a relationship with this dude.
He saw that my relationship status was changed after my date. He called him and told him cuz I didn't want him to find out like that. I told him that i was in a relationship (before I knew he already knew.) He said he had initially called to talk to me but now he can't. He asked could he call me back. He called me back crying. (He's a country boy never cries) You can tell he was tryna get it together, but he kept saying this is all my fault. I can't be upset it's all my fault. He told me he had something right in his hand and he dusted it off cuz it would always be there or so he thought. He couldn't talk to me without choking up. So he made a playlist and told me to listen :
(If you don't want to see the playlist(well half of it) he's the problem... I love him. Mr. I can't Committ. I really do. He makes me happy. He doesn't have a lot to bring to the table when compared to Mr. Perfect, but still he's the one my heart longs for. I don't love Mr. Perfect as much. As time he really grows on me, but I know it's wrong but my heart is with Mr. I Can't Committ. I never want to hurt Mr. Perfect, but how can I not when I'm in a relationship with him (and I really value this relationship. As time goes on I realize I DO have feelings for him...but just not as strong) , but now I'm so afflicted my mr. I can't Committ's feelings. I've never seen him this way. Someone help )
Too Late She's Gone
Feel like I lost my Heart
Or misplaced my thoughts and, I don't Know
Ready to walk on home
I just couldn't see it comin'
Say ohhh,
Baby it was all My fault
I forgot how to treat a Woman
I don't Know,
Why I was playing around
And all the while I was Losin'
The best girl in my Life, for sure (for sure)
Is about up and walk out that Door
Said, She won't play Number 2 anymore
Seems like the waters won't dry
And I don't know why...
Why Is She Gone?
Crazy Neyo
Just call me crazy
Insane, deranged
It don't matter to me
Call it what you want to
I don't care
And it doesn't make a difference
Long as she's there
Go On Girl:
I was inviting, her into my heart
But she was out riding in some other man's car
She was my night time, thought I was her star
Guess I was wrong, but see I'm strong
Pretty Wings:
Time will bring a well end of our trial
One day there’ll be no remnants no trace
No residual feelings for me
One day you won’t remember me
Your face will be the reason I smile
But I will not see what I cannot have forever
I’ll always love you
I hope you feel the same
Mr. Perfect? Found his wallet and took me out yesterday. He took me to the mall, out to eat, and to the park. Bought me some clothes (after I begged him not to), took me to a nice restaurant and he told me he just loves spending time with me. I tried to deter the situation and told him there are a million girls in Jackson, he could take his pick. Why is he spending so much time with me. He told me he could get his pick, but he's not in a relationship because he will wait forever for me. I went from this .........erplexed......to this .
He telling me that he feels like I'm very close to him, but I push him away. He'll stop hearing from me for 2-3 days or whatever, and when he asks me will I be in a relationship with him I never give him an answer. I told him that you can't get what you want the first go around. He told me where here is the second. He took off his necklace (it's t his lil cross necklace) and asked me this is the second time so let me get it right. He counted "1, Will you marry me" I quickly replied heck no!! Then he told me he was playing but he is not playing about number 2. He said "2, will you be my girlfriend." So I sat there stunned for a little while....I told him yes.
Now Mr. I can't Committ is crying. Background info I went over Mr. I can't Committ's house.... (I'm sorry LHCF). We got to arguin in front of his parents. They asked me why I wasn't around as much. I told him I hated how he treats me. They asked what he does. He claimed I do the same things to him and when he finally realized that he's ready to be in a relationship he sees that all my focus has been turned to this "crispity crunchy man" that I talk to now. He says he could never compete with him. He's always buying her stuff and Mr. I Can't Committ can't. When it was time for me to leave....he didn't want to let me out. He detered me 30 minutes while he arguin quietly in the back of my car.He told me he loved me, but he knew how things were playing out I would be in a relationship with this dude.
He saw that my relationship status was changed after my date. He called him and told him cuz I didn't want him to find out like that. I told him that i was in a relationship (before I knew he already knew.) He said he had initially called to talk to me but now he can't. He asked could he call me back. He called me back crying. (He's a country boy never cries) You can tell he was tryna get it together, but he kept saying this is all my fault. I can't be upset it's all my fault. He told me he had something right in his hand and he dusted it off cuz it would always be there or so he thought. He couldn't talk to me without choking up. So he made a playlist and told me to listen :
(If you don't want to see the playlist(well half of it) he's the problem... I love him. Mr. I can't Committ. I really do. He makes me happy. He doesn't have a lot to bring to the table when compared to Mr. Perfect, but still he's the one my heart longs for. I don't love Mr. Perfect as much. As time he really grows on me, but I know it's wrong but my heart is with Mr. I Can't Committ. I never want to hurt Mr. Perfect, but how can I not when I'm in a relationship with him (and I really value this relationship. As time goes on I realize I DO have feelings for him...but just not as strong) , but now I'm so afflicted my mr. I can't Committ's feelings. I've never seen him this way. Someone help )
Too Late She's Gone
Feel like I lost my Heart
Or misplaced my thoughts and, I don't Know
Ready to walk on home
I just couldn't see it comin'
Say ohhh,
Baby it was all My fault
I forgot how to treat a Woman
I don't Know,
Why I was playing around
And all the while I was Losin'
The best girl in my Life, for sure (for sure)
Is about up and walk out that Door
Said, She won't play Number 2 anymore
Seems like the waters won't dry
And I don't know why...
Why Is She Gone?
Crazy Neyo
Just call me crazy
Insane, deranged
It don't matter to me
Call it what you want to
I don't care
And it doesn't make a difference
Long as she's there
Go On Girl:
I was inviting, her into my heart
But she was out riding in some other man's car
She was my night time, thought I was her star
Guess I was wrong, but see I'm strong
Pretty Wings:
Time will bring a well end of our trial
One day there’ll be no remnants no trace
No residual feelings for me
One day you won’t remember me
Your face will be the reason I smile
But I will not see what I cannot have forever
I’ll always love you
I hope you feel the same