Rastafarai
Well-Known Member
Ladies,
I'm currently faced with a dilemma even though on paper there shouldn't be cause for such.
After a very nasty breakup in which I found out someone was cheating on me, I began dating again and met someone earlier this Spring. We will call him Mr. Intellect. We grew closer and things blossomed into something more than just a friendship. He's intelligent, has an amazing profession, is well paid and degreed, has collateral, the whole nine basically. However, he is not affectionate, he seldom if ever uses terms of endearment, he is stubborn and set in his ways and I feel no emotional bond with him whatsoever. According to him, such things like affection are meaningless and not as important as other aspects to a relationship. He is also 15 years my senior, which I only found out after he lied about his age, to, according to him, stop me from 'prying into his life'. Yeah, ladies, it was tooth and nail to try and get any type of basic information on this man, be it his name or age. He is a VERY private person and gets easily offended by questioning.
Despite this, he stimulates me intellectually and has provided great advice on certain aspects of my life regarding career choices and personal finance. He is very abreast with his surroundings and we can easily discuss anything from art to politics. He loves traveling the world and has political and social connections that can prove beneficial to me if I were to remain a part of his life. Though, there are times he has felt more like a father and whenever a disagreement ensues he makes it a habit to bring up age into the discussion (ie "such viewpoint is expected with someone so young as you are....you lack the wisdom, so I understand"). I've expressed how hurt such comments have made me feel, yet, he continues to throw my age in my face.
So yes, he makes me unhappy and I feel lonely, though, I wanted to make it work because of his social, political and financial clout.
Then, I met someone. Or should I say he met me. A total chance meet. So far he has shown me and treated me like a princess. I am catered to, cared for and wanted...just because. He shows me the affectionate I have lacked for so long and needed in my life. However, he does not have the material clout nor the intellectual stimulation I have with Mr. Intellect. Yes, he is ambitious, but he is not degreed. He intends to return to school to continue his career goals (allied healthcare) and has made his intentions and feelings clear from the very beginning. He is also within my age group and is always a phone call away if I need him. He reminds me how I deserve to be treated and unlike Mr. Intellect, does not play mind games.
Did I mention that Mr. Intellect also does not believe in labels? According to him, relationship labels are also meaningless. So, no, I did not have the title with Mr. Intellect but gave him the benefits of a relationship.![Sad :sad: :sad:](/smilies/sad.gif)
Ladies, I have told Mr. Affectionate of Mr. Intellect but have yet to tell Mr. Intellect of Mr. Affectionate. I don't want anyone to get hurt here, but I also don't know what may be the best decision for me. Should I put aside my happiness for Mr. Intellect who has the material things or go with my heart and be with a man who tells me he wants me in his life, now and forever?
![Sad :sad: :sad:](/smilies/sad.gif)
I'm currently faced with a dilemma even though on paper there shouldn't be cause for such.
After a very nasty breakup in which I found out someone was cheating on me, I began dating again and met someone earlier this Spring. We will call him Mr. Intellect. We grew closer and things blossomed into something more than just a friendship. He's intelligent, has an amazing profession, is well paid and degreed, has collateral, the whole nine basically. However, he is not affectionate, he seldom if ever uses terms of endearment, he is stubborn and set in his ways and I feel no emotional bond with him whatsoever. According to him, such things like affection are meaningless and not as important as other aspects to a relationship. He is also 15 years my senior, which I only found out after he lied about his age, to, according to him, stop me from 'prying into his life'. Yeah, ladies, it was tooth and nail to try and get any type of basic information on this man, be it his name or age. He is a VERY private person and gets easily offended by questioning.
Despite this, he stimulates me intellectually and has provided great advice on certain aspects of my life regarding career choices and personal finance. He is very abreast with his surroundings and we can easily discuss anything from art to politics. He loves traveling the world and has political and social connections that can prove beneficial to me if I were to remain a part of his life. Though, there are times he has felt more like a father and whenever a disagreement ensues he makes it a habit to bring up age into the discussion (ie "such viewpoint is expected with someone so young as you are....you lack the wisdom, so I understand"). I've expressed how hurt such comments have made me feel, yet, he continues to throw my age in my face.
So yes, he makes me unhappy and I feel lonely, though, I wanted to make it work because of his social, political and financial clout.
Then, I met someone. Or should I say he met me. A total chance meet. So far he has shown me and treated me like a princess. I am catered to, cared for and wanted...just because. He shows me the affectionate I have lacked for so long and needed in my life. However, he does not have the material clout nor the intellectual stimulation I have with Mr. Intellect. Yes, he is ambitious, but he is not degreed. He intends to return to school to continue his career goals (allied healthcare) and has made his intentions and feelings clear from the very beginning. He is also within my age group and is always a phone call away if I need him. He reminds me how I deserve to be treated and unlike Mr. Intellect, does not play mind games.
Did I mention that Mr. Intellect also does not believe in labels? According to him, relationship labels are also meaningless. So, no, I did not have the title with Mr. Intellect but gave him the benefits of a relationship.
![Sad :sad: :sad:](/smilies/sad.gif)
Ladies, I have told Mr. Affectionate of Mr. Intellect but have yet to tell Mr. Intellect of Mr. Affectionate. I don't want anyone to get hurt here, but I also don't know what may be the best decision for me. Should I put aside my happiness for Mr. Intellect who has the material things or go with my heart and be with a man who tells me he wants me in his life, now and forever?
![Sad :sad: :sad:](/smilies/sad.gif)