Letting go

Honestly??? Extreme pain, devastation and heart ache at the finality of it all. Not to mention uncontrollable crying...Then I realized I couldnt produce anymore tears and I was tired of wallowing in what could have been. It was OVER.

When my heart finally let go...I experienced pure peace.
 
When i knew i'd tried my hardest, when i gave and gave and there was no more left to give. When i realised he was very manipulative and emotionally controlling.
When i realised we wanted different things, when i realised it'd never be enough.


How do i feel.......like i gave him all of me and the best years of my life and now i'm left holding da babies.
I feel like part of me is gone, i know it's for the best but it's hard to let go.
I feel like a fool for missing many warning signs...
I feel abit down but i wont despair i know things will get better day by day.
 
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That I will be fine no matter what as long as I had a great relationship with myself, you will get through this.
 
I knew it was over when Geico called me and asked me if I was driving my car. I told them "No," because I had never received such a call. I had full-coverage on my car and it cost $41 a month! My ex let it lapse and I was driving uninsured for TWO weeks. Imagine if an accident had occured, I'd be in a world of trouble and in jail! When I saw the man who promised to always love capable of such a thing do this, I knew I had to move on. I went through a bad divorce. Last September I lost 20 LB in one month. Couldn't sleep because my dreams tortured me. Couldn't eat because everything tasted bad. After all the pain and being too weak to keep feeling punished I found joy. I started to realize I was letting another person succeed in punishing me and the worst part is I allowed it. It took about 5 months.

Sorry for the bio but it does get better. I used to think people were lying and could not possibly understand my pain but it truly does get better sweetheart. Hang in there!
 
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I felt all of the above. And after all those feelings, I now feel at peace!!! I am happier than I have been in years and it feels good.
 
I knew it was over once I had solid proof there was another woman. 6 months later he refuses to acknowledge her, but I did enough snooping to get proof. You can't work onus if there's another person involved. I'm still crushed but now I'm numb.
 
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