You will be in my prayers. I know God is a good God and he longs to help heal wherever you hurt and whatever is paining you. Call on him and ask him to lift your burdens, release the weight that you have on your shoulders to the Lord. Give it to HIM and He will work it out. Thank him in advance for the blessings you know are on the way, the breakthrough you know will come to pass.
"Ask, and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you. For everyone who asks received, and he who seeks finds, and to him who knocks it will be opened. Or what man is there among you who, if his son asks for bread, will give him a stone? Or it he asks for a fish, will he give him a serpent? If you then, being evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much will your Father who is in heaven give good things to those who ask Him!"
-Matthew 7:7-11
The Lord's love endures forever. He will deliver you from this. God bless you all.