UrbainChic
Well-Known Member
I normally dont post my own business here but today I figured I will ask for advice from you ladies... I've been out of the relationship loop for so ling I feel like I need some more opinions on this. Its kind of long but oh well.
So I have a new SO and I think he is kind, cosiderate, polite and fun etc. We've been seeing each other for about 2 months now, and things are looking very good. We both moved to a new city around the same time and found each other a few months after moving. We've been exploring the city together and making new friends both together and separately, so things are developing well but not codependently. My only complaint is that I'm a chronic texter and he is not, which is not a real complaint.
But now this happens:
There were no solid plans about new years, a few ideas came up here and there about whats good on new years in this city but we never really discussed plans on going together. I assumed that if he is calling me his girlfriend that we have plans together on new year's. Yesterday, since nothing was really set in stone and we hadn't talked about it, I sent him a message about him being my new years date and which event did he want to go to. To which he responded:
"i dont know, i dont want it to be weird because my guy friends are coming down. i dont want to be the only one with a date."
So i responded:
"Well I definitely dont want to make you feel awkward around your friends so dont worry about me. Im disapointed because I thought it'd be fun to spend new years with you but I know I'll have fun either way. Have fun with your friends."
I was pissed off, but I didnt want to fight about it and it made me not want to spend new years with him anyway if it was going to be like that. To me thats an incredibly immature thing to care about and New Year's is for everybody. Its a "the more the merrier" holiday not a bro's night out. Its the kind of holiday you spend with someone you call your girlfriend!!!!
The other thing that bothers me is one minute he's complaining all his friends are settling down now and he feels like he needs to as well, the next thing i hear is he doesnt want to be the only one with a girl? Wtf. What do YOU want dude?!
Part of me is wondering if since we didnt really talk about it he thought I already had plans or something and I theoretically have no problem with him spending it with a bunch of his bros ( i would probably naturally excuse myself from that anyhow unless he insisted) I mean initially thought his friends would be coming with their fiancees girlfriends etc. so I dont even know if these are single dudes or if its really just a dudes only night. What really offended me though was just the whole "i dont want to make it weird" comment. It makes me feel as though he is hiding me from his friends or that he thinks I am going to be policing and no fun or something. I know deep down inside, he didnt mean it that way but it still hurt my feelings! I feel like it shows i am not a priority to him! Its not the concept of spending NYE with his boys that bothers me its the delivery.
Then to make things confusing, i go looking for sympathy from my guy friend and though he could see why i was upset, he told me he did something similar ( in my opinion worse) to his last girlfriend when they had been together for only a month or so. He threw a huge party but didnt invite her because he didnt want to introduce her to his friends in an "impersonal party atmosphere". She found out he had the party and was (rightly) offended. Somehow they stayed together for years! Not only that he said my message back to him did not read as upset as I sound to him.
I've made other new year's plans, in NYC so I will be leaving for the weekend. I don't know what to do at this point though, do i reach out to him and hash it out or do I wait for him to contact me? Its been less than 24 hours but I am torn on what to do. I do think a large part of it was miscommunication and assumptions on both our parts, but I dont want to be a doormat. I'm less upset now, mostly because i know there was a lot of assuming going on ( even if the assumption is what i think is normal) but since I'm the one upset is it on me to contact him? Or should i just wait for him to apologize? I'm not even sure i expressed myself in a way he understands that I'm upset and if so about what. I dont want this unfinished confusion before i leave.
So I have a new SO and I think he is kind, cosiderate, polite and fun etc. We've been seeing each other for about 2 months now, and things are looking very good. We both moved to a new city around the same time and found each other a few months after moving. We've been exploring the city together and making new friends both together and separately, so things are developing well but not codependently. My only complaint is that I'm a chronic texter and he is not, which is not a real complaint.
But now this happens:
There were no solid plans about new years, a few ideas came up here and there about whats good on new years in this city but we never really discussed plans on going together. I assumed that if he is calling me his girlfriend that we have plans together on new year's. Yesterday, since nothing was really set in stone and we hadn't talked about it, I sent him a message about him being my new years date and which event did he want to go to. To which he responded:
"i dont know, i dont want it to be weird because my guy friends are coming down. i dont want to be the only one with a date."
So i responded:
"Well I definitely dont want to make you feel awkward around your friends so dont worry about me. Im disapointed because I thought it'd be fun to spend new years with you but I know I'll have fun either way. Have fun with your friends."
I was pissed off, but I didnt want to fight about it and it made me not want to spend new years with him anyway if it was going to be like that. To me thats an incredibly immature thing to care about and New Year's is for everybody. Its a "the more the merrier" holiday not a bro's night out. Its the kind of holiday you spend with someone you call your girlfriend!!!!
The other thing that bothers me is one minute he's complaining all his friends are settling down now and he feels like he needs to as well, the next thing i hear is he doesnt want to be the only one with a girl? Wtf. What do YOU want dude?!
Part of me is wondering if since we didnt really talk about it he thought I already had plans or something and I theoretically have no problem with him spending it with a bunch of his bros ( i would probably naturally excuse myself from that anyhow unless he insisted) I mean initially thought his friends would be coming with their fiancees girlfriends etc. so I dont even know if these are single dudes or if its really just a dudes only night. What really offended me though was just the whole "i dont want to make it weird" comment. It makes me feel as though he is hiding me from his friends or that he thinks I am going to be policing and no fun or something. I know deep down inside, he didnt mean it that way but it still hurt my feelings! I feel like it shows i am not a priority to him! Its not the concept of spending NYE with his boys that bothers me its the delivery.
Then to make things confusing, i go looking for sympathy from my guy friend and though he could see why i was upset, he told me he did something similar ( in my opinion worse) to his last girlfriend when they had been together for only a month or so. He threw a huge party but didnt invite her because he didnt want to introduce her to his friends in an "impersonal party atmosphere". She found out he had the party and was (rightly) offended. Somehow they stayed together for years! Not only that he said my message back to him did not read as upset as I sound to him.
I've made other new year's plans, in NYC so I will be leaving for the weekend. I don't know what to do at this point though, do i reach out to him and hash it out or do I wait for him to contact me? Its been less than 24 hours but I am torn on what to do. I do think a large part of it was miscommunication and assumptions on both our parts, but I dont want to be a doormat. I'm less upset now, mostly because i know there was a lot of assuming going on ( even if the assumption is what i think is normal) but since I'm the one upset is it on me to contact him? Or should i just wait for him to apologize? I'm not even sure i expressed myself in a way he understands that I'm upset and if so about what. I dont want this unfinished confusion before i leave.