So... I told him... via phone, and it was the longest conversation we had had to date...
To summarize: he did not get it.
He was beating himself up for having "messed it up" by speaking too soon (had somewhat jokingly said over the phone that he is waiting for the right time to wife me up...
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I painstakingly explained that he didn't mess up... I just don't feel any "romantic sparks"... did not want to use "physical chemistry" as I thought that might hurt a man's ego
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He says he wishes he hadn't held back and been more aggressive. I was like NO! no, i do not recommend that (he was asking for a "second, albeit shorter chance" so that I could let the sparks build up.
Basically, he felt that I would have eventually seen sparks... that if he'd been more aggressive (which I do not like
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) then I would have seen sparks... etc. But the true reason for lack of sparks is that our conversations are boring. A friend of mine who watched us interact said "girl, you looked bored out of your mind. and he looks stupefied by you"... sigh.
Somehow during the conversation I made the mention of dating other people... He was indignant: "You were dating other guys!?" I was like "oh...
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you weren't dating anyone else? I just assumed you were... since guys do that and all" This is my first time dating multiple people, so I'm not even sure how to handle those conversations
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He said that that explains it- I couldn't see the value in him because I was... "distracted," as he put it.
Well, most of the conversation, he sounded as though he were a boyfriend who had messed up and wanted a second chance to do right by me... "to make me the happiest girl on earth, which is my (his) goal..." We only had 2 dates... so uh, goals of making me happy were not expected
He said re: other guy(s), that I should tell him who so he can go kick their butts (luckily as a joke).
Then he said:
"the other guys are just gold's dust, and I am true gold. If you'd given me a chance, you would see that. I might be wrapped in a dusty cover, but I am the real deal underneath."... sweet. He's nice, we're remaining friends, but I think if/when we hang out, he might want to double his efforts (lamented that he didn't set up creative enough dates for us)... who knows? I re- and re-stated that we will just be friends. Next day, he was asking for a chance again, and eventually it seems he'd gotten the point.