atlien
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I just can't do this anymore /images/graemlins/mad.gif....I am getting way to depressed over my hair I feel so shallow /images/graemlins/frown.gif. My hair is breaking all over the place and the scary thing is I don't know where the breakage is coming from and what is causing it /images/graemlins/confused.gif. I have used emergencee, the hard stink stuff(can't even think of the name I am so through), I even went and brought the $35 super reconstructor from Keracare, I used it last night and it seem like it made the breakage increase /images/graemlins/wallbash.gif. I do not know what the problem is I do not use heat on my hair except for the ocassional rollerset, I don't dye my hair, I oil everyday scalpand ends.....so what's the problem/images/graemlins/whyme.gif. I thought I was on the right track but obviously not. /images/graemlins/smirk.gif I am just so sad right now because I know breakage=no bra strap length so my consistance has been in vain. I know I can do the braids or buns or whatever other protective style but gosh I just wanted to wear my hair out for a good month but with all the breakage I'm just disgusted /images/graemlins/barf.gif to even look at it anymore. Why can't we enjoy our hair it's just not fair /images/graemlins/frown.gif. My pastor preached that sometimes you have to cut things off to prosper he used hair as an example, when you cut off all the old hair and start fresh it seems to grow back even better...I have been thinking about this all the while after last night his message seems clearer /images/graemlins/smirk.gif. I wanted long swinging hair but it just don't seem like it's growing my way....I give much props to the ladies with 4b hair that have overcome these dilemmas and achieved great lengths, but I am bowing out of this journey before I lose my mind /images/graemlins/whyme.gif